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Voodoo Eyes

voodoo eyes listen on youtube or here  1 THERE ARE TRACES OF  VOODOO WITH TALES TO COME,  AND around IT THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT’S NOT YOU HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU that IN YOU,  THERE IS something in my reduced world FOR ME TO BARE when around you so INTO THE EDGE OF THE COOLEST cave i delve into SHADE & SALIVA reminiscing the blue glow of the second kiss the burn of embrace that will never feel the same we love to lay under the breezy sky mating voluptuous lips  but IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO,   IN YOUR EYES  THERE IS VOODOO 2 HAVE’NT THEY TOLD YOU to LET MY EYES SEE WHAT THE WORLD HAS CONDENSED IN YOUR SOUL,  THE BEAUTY THAT DOESN’T  BELONG ON THIS earthly LANDSCAPE,  BUT a statue ON THE LAWNS OF THE GODS ABOVE ,  LET ME FEEL WHAT LANGUAGE  NESTLED ON YOUR TONGUE ,  WHAT CAN I TAKE FROM YOUR MOUTH ,  OR POLISH THE TATTOO ON YOUR LIPS ,  feelings that I've dreamt of you confirmed the warm healing sign...
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Do not misunderstand what i do here, all I do is spoken word poetry with music, these are my personal poems, inspired by my muse (yes, a real beautiful female, and she represents life), I do not sing or rap (I don't have the voice) I'm just a regular old guy, but I know how I feel and the need to express it, I hope this type of poems/music combo will gain an audience and maybe a real talent one day will take this to the next level. if i can do this, so can you, give it a shot. don't worry about what people think or say. thanks. azdi404

 

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Listen to them all on Youtube

or listen here sorted by Albums:

 

 Album 

01- Spectrums of Laly the Muse

Released by Distrokid July 1, 2025 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Innuendos  

02- Is It Cruel To Be Kind

03- Laly's Wailing Wall 

04- Don’t Tell Me

05- Freak Healer  

06- Pedestal

07- Precious laly

08- Something Ordinary

09- the Story of Amen

10- Nightfall 

 

 Album 

02- Jerusalem Moon Rising

Released by distrokid July 21, 2025 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Begotten Rapture

02- Throne of Lies

03- Blind Euphoria State

04- I Can’t Be

05- Side

06- Have Some

07- Jerusalem Moon

08- Unripened Dreams

09- Calling My Own

10- Welcome to Earth Laly

 

 Album 

03- Nursing Therapy Healing

Released by Distrokid August 11, 2025 


  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Revolving

02- The End

03- White Page

04- The Way I Know

05- Sober Fear

06- I Loved You There

07- Evil Me

08- Green Eyes Push

09- BlindFolded

10- Escape

 

 Album 

04- Acute Chronic Elcee-ism

Released by Distrokid September 1, 2025 


  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- I Walked In

02- DeathBed

03- In My Room

04- Dire solver

05- Juice

06- Laly's Room

07- By an Oasis

08- Oh Satan

09- Sacred Temple

10- Spring Room  

  

 Album

05- Tales From The Western Wall

Released by Distrokid September 22, 2025


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Holes in our Passion

02- By the Oak Tree

03- Disease & Void

04- Journey

05- What I See

06- Butchered

07- Sleep Baby Sleep 

08- New Religion

09- Smeared Name  

10- April Fool  

 

 Album 

06- Creating Laly Anew

Released by Distrokid October 12, 2025


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Creation

02- Validate

03- Addicted Bum

04- I Feel Kamikaze

05- Friend-Zoned 

06- Deranged Moments

07- Straining

08- Black

09- Dying Sequence

10- Rag Doll Boy

 

 Album 

07- My Own Mecca

Released by Distrokid  November 1, 2025


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- My Own Mecca

02- Someone

03- Broken

04- the Offering

05- Apologies to Laly

06- Guilt Contagious

07- Blunders

08- Kissing a Saint

09- Laly's birthday

10- Female Fury

 

 Album 

08- Odes & Verses for Laly

Released by Distrokid  November 17, 2025


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Laly's Covid Smile

02- Unforgiven  

03- Shotgun Drive

04- Analyze my Poems

05- Influence

06- Seven Sins Menu

07- Burn Your Name

08- Break Through

09- Violation on Chastity

10- Dream Machine  

 

Album 

09- Welcome to Lalyville

Released by Distrokid December 1, 2025


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- An Ode to Beauty

02- Red Flags

03- Strange Soul Brew

04- Outcast

05- Cooler Dead

06- Laly's Crystalized Smile

07- Day Old Orphan

08- Come As You Are

09- Crazy & Dead

10- Pendulum Drums

 

 Album

10- Feel the Lalyism Vibes

Released by Distrokid December 15, 2025

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Feed

02- Envy Free

03- Airwaves

04- Never Lasting Lies

05- Come to Me

06- Laly Free

07- Backfire

08- Un-God Like

09- Why?

10- Wants of Me

 

Album

11- Laly's Breathing Pearls

Released by Distrokid January 5, 2026

01- Hey You

02- Stay In My Head Laly

03- Dead Pleasure

04- Anonymously Yours

05- Smile Junkie

06- Live the Lie

07- Seven Hours Late

08- Come Unhinged

09- Ending the End

10- Semi Green Patch 

 

Album

12- Hallelujah Laly Forever

Released by Distrokid January 20, 2026


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Hallelujah Laly

02- Simple Human

03- Favorite Liar

04- North Star

05- Never Go Away

06- Days of Tel Aviv

07- Driven Beyond

08- Reborn Infancy

09- Untraceable

10- Coronation House

 

Album 

13- Inter-Soul Expressway

Released by Distrokid February 10, 2026


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Idiotic Prayers 

02- a Song for Chanel

03- Tania After 6

04- Laid Back Sachie

05- Bernadine's Moves

06- Down in the Caribbean

07- War Monger

08- Stone Cold Maria

09- Olivia's Night 

10- Maria's Beauty Sleep


 

Album 

14- Roses to Judea & Samaria

Released by Distrokid


  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Beautiful Drowning

02- Friends

03- Figure Me Out

04- Disposition

05- Rose of Judah

06- Roaming Grave Burn

07- Empty of You

08- Sleep Baby Sleep Sleep Some More

09- I Lose My Mind

10- Into You

 

Album

15- Laly’s Hypnotic Diastema Smile

Released by Distrokid


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Iron Lung

02- 55 vs 25

03- Duality

04- Withered

05- Pretty Dirty Mind

06- Good Dead Day   

07- Bow Down

08- Deflower My Soul

09- Sign of Times

10- Abuse

 

Album 

16- Hello Beautiful Laly 

Released by  Distrokid

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Ashes & Dust

02- Broadway Soundtrack  

03- Laly's Shadow Games  

04- Sporadic Worship Thoughts  

05- Hello Laly 

06- Digital Affair 

07- Impure Intentions 

08- Strange Days 

09- Breach 

 10- Judea & Samaria v1

 

Album 

17- Laly's Midnight Sessions

Released by Distrokid  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Serious Games

02- Prelude

03- Face to Face Standoff

04-  Schism 

05- After Dark my Adore

06- Untitled Story

07- Players & Playgrounds

08- Memory Clout

09- Derailed 

10- Sick Drop

 

Album

18- LalyLand

Released by Distrokid

 


01- ColdPlay Mood

02- Youth Lyrics

03- Talk to Me

04- Failure to Launch

05-  If

06- Green Saxophone Notes

07- Tulip Stem

08- Pretender

09- Policy of Truth 

10- I was a Boy 

 

Album

19- Era of Hope 

Released by Distrokid



 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

01- Judea & Samaria v2 

05- Favorite Liar v1 

08- Laly free v1  

12-  Pretending

13- Creating Laly  

14- I Am You 

15- My World  

16- Hibernation 

17- Voodoo Eyes 

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Extra  

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02- Begotten Rapture to Juliette  

03-  Stay in my Head Baby 

04- Baby's Wailing Wall  

06- Baby's Birthday

07- Apologies to Baby  

09-  the Offering (Dark Mode) v2 

10- dead & gone (youtube + here only )  

11- Hallelujah Baby

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