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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Deflower My Soul

 deflower my soul    listen on youtube or here today as before, I stand here waiting I've lost the taste of goodbyes & hellos   yearning to deflower my virgin soul with you I'm burying rumored pages in the afternoon   news about bones on a gun dirt squeezed from stones   prayers from a nun hung in the air but you're on the flip side   eyes on skin & boys having you for fun   so what’s being born   innocence or porn   the word has spun   what have you done? time has been carving the hands of people I know it’s strange these thoughts lead me to mummified moments it was so thoughtful of my dreams to turn up the volume to hear you so many times solitude has been leading people on to guess that I’m saving my purity for you to deflower it’s all becoming a single ambition to be virgin-free circulating black market rumors about you stolen from grapevines   were they sold in bazaars for money or for the validation crown is it...
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Bow Down

 bow down    listen on youtube or here bow down bow over my aspiring soul, the healer has arrived to realign my heartbeat spread a smile for sustenance lock the eyelids shut bend the head at the neck keep faith open wide for the kiss.   she’s about to bless as she comes closer to perform the rituals   giving birth to the moment I inhale deeply into my stale lungs the fresh air she exhales to show me around myself gift wrap me as wanted memories had shaped me well for this moment so far.   so I bow down she comes to me slow thunder she comes to me with static crawling ahead she comes to me with her hair down time runs on a countdown until her lips embrace mine in a gentle crush, releasing edible venom feeding the addiction the honor of being the chosen one, ever so gracious and rumors had it that the less I have, the little I want, but that's a lie the more she gave, the longer I needed it. so I bow down bow down bow over my perishing prayers , little use d...
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