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Jerusalem Moon listen on youtube or here Jerusalem Moon anticipating scars of moonlight tapping my window tonight from my Jerusalem moon a private call when city worshipers sleep exhausted defending their gods with sticks, stones, history & verses I rise to pray in my own way evidence of faith weighs heavy =. I've been marking calendars tracking phases of the moon in the 12 constellations , counting blue stars I know them by name. fading smile wilt from sheets of cold nights the perfect treat for my bitter silence =. Where is this patience taking me? there are no clouds in the Jerusalem night sky , somethings not wanted, pretenders like circles in the sky painted with milk , dying in the mirror looks easy pacifying this old infant in me takes time. = my entries of once upon a time scratched, rewritten to "before time," staining her rosy pillow lips with the moody ink of my pen... = Is she mad? I just wanted to stretch back into both ends of her "foreve...

Into you listen on youtube or here the sins I’ve redeemed through ablution had the rivers stagnant, bypassing waterfalls   recognizing me as a sinner waters now has a stale taste in my life I sneaked into your head to be heard as I stand in the corner of your thoughts unceremoniously, you passed me down into trash memory even though I adore you. should've seen what I had for you could've meant so much to you sacred beliefs in a scarce land not to want you unless you initiate. & I'm into you I’ve held the hands no one cared for   chain-smoked the bitter-sweet memories stretching a long way from home & reasons for living had me barely breathing   spiraled echos delayed streaming the dreams saving remnants of my traded soul for drift control I edited names and places, so you might call me by mistake   I was risking the rules for a free fall . I feared reaching the end of outside, too deep for my infant dreams to venture,   the lesser of two evils, I invit...

never lasting lies listen on youtube or here     between never lasting lies once or twice I paused to think things through I felt you in moments knocking me down, postponing goodbys , holding me at bay, it’s my shame I let you hold me between the obscene & the bold loathing the moments of recognition until it came to light. = I was born & buried Softly to do time I had faith that lips were for smiling hands are for greeting fear is for guiding me into you but it was worthless on your downside saints have given up, and sanity walked away . == === Saints have given up, and sanity walked away. chest too numb to feel the debts of the dead pulses of deeds amused, I never went alone into the unknown against you Love is slow & hard to push around by myself, too deep to audit what’s left of us no matter what we give each other. = in the end, it’s us; we could never believe my love it’s the greed in the clarity of the moments between never lasting lies. = lyrics & vocal...