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I lose my mind v2 listen on youtube or here I lose my mind v1 listen on youtube or here   birth of summer begets sleepless nights , wandering blurry steps - of an untamed beauty in my place fighting caged innocence, untamed fantasies in the spaces of peace exploring a newborn ego warming to the attitude of healing the feelings i converse with those liquor red lips about virgin desires falling from grace serving suicidal souls so dance on center stage preach in the crater of my mind lay in the core of my heart so easily, i can lose my mind touch me to resonate the sounds of this moment emotions translated into spelled words and words laminated onto my skin exposed all the feelings egged on by dead poets ,   so lay back and watch me lose my mind brush up on old tales about where was i then, but i'm here now & the crowd of me echoed a last hurrah the battle has just begun   eager to see how careful I am facing my own wishes... to have your soul & how mu...

  Break Through v2 listen on youtube or here Break Through v1 listen on youtube or here   I can show you more than bare signs - what many can't, cause I know what you want & it's better to do it together so let's desist traumatizing the days halting them in their summertime first steps let me love you the way I want to I have more than just signs so come on over I grant the masses passages through my eyes like the first time we met, gleefully in delight with that smile that I miss the most the hidden little things about you I need to discover I know what you want; I know your trigger let me have it - come on over, breakthrough to this side let's disconnect these doubtful shades & engage spectrums of you they still linger, waiting,   the need to play is popping up in thin skin here & there, I'm connected to your name memory parts of you are stashed with everyone around you and i'm loving them all for the sake of you so let me possess you the way I...

  The Way I Know listen on youtube or here   I loved you the way I know Showing no silver lining in time The little I’ve given you is holding back time, while I indulged myself like a spoiled king. Maybe a bit childish, all that I promised you things like Freedom , setting you free for me. You just might come back But look how close we were Look how close my lies got us. = I loved you the way I know, So take back all those tears you were about to serve me, I don't deserve you, find someone else. Before I contaminate you with my dirty deeds before the countdown touches you. = Someday you’ve got to leave, But leave shreds of a porcelain smile behind until you reach the door If it's any comfort, I have all those times loved you It's just the way I know And I missed you when I knew One day you’ll be gone. I loved you the way I know Hear what I’m saying I despised myself for the way I’ve become, A faithless spirit . = I loved you the way I know Showing no silver lining in tim...

 Dream Machine v2 listen on youtube or here     ============================================================================ Dream Machine v1 (lyrics below) listen on youtube or here ============================================================================  dream machine lyrics v2 my dream machine my dream machine is asking questions about the tales I spin Soft accidents i mummify, expansions & compressions in my head about brutal addictions about signing my death certificate as I wake up I sweet pillow talk my dream machine, what's a dream without her? what should i do with this vast landscape of imagination? as a kingdom without a dictator queen isn't it enough i don't posses her in real life? what's water without fire despair without hope death without life what is me addiction free and she's my favorite refill every night? i get it for free all i have to do is die and it heeds semi understanding it fades into me to find shrapnel's in the hurting fold...

Sacred Temple listen on youtube or here  Be the sacred temple accepting worshipers offers Listen to prayers, feel devotions, grade adoration's & love for who you are as we are lost in superficial confessions of the mind = In our odyssey that gravitated towards you, from a Mecca in a deserted valley to a shrine on a mountaintop, Poor pilgrims, we are, = The Aroma of desires hunting for the Sound of Silence That emits from your smile idling behind the temple gates Never reaching us but Stabbing us Taunting us with the sweetest unique thought ever the price we pay The pain of redemption In rivers of belief, we submerge as an Only devotees exclusive = The Barriers of time defending you. Dressed incognito, Bending the prism of life, Guarding your sanctuary From these rumors, that you're a thought-out ideology, adorned with stone walls = Never answering, the difference between servitude & devotion? What do they know? What do you care? the existence of a myth t...

White Page v2 listen on youtube or here White Page v1 listen on youtube or here and I remembered you last night from the skybox in the northeastern crater of my mind in a battle between two thoughts on a white canvas page as opposing pens annihilated each other racing to the top title position to relay from me a message to you as the blue and black ink bled over from the corner of the page ramping up indifference, profanity, endearment & sentiments laced paragraphs to unleash. as I lay in bed, disappointed by my warring thoughts with the spilled ink dripping onto the innocent letters to flooding damage, swept off the edge of my thoughts into the abyss of nothing, losing their meanings to flee or choose sides I extended a peace branch that never flourishes with you in the middle i remembered all this last night staring at my white page = at the cease-fire signing my conscience steps down for my emotions to take over, such a poor negotiator, easily bribed by wis...

  holes in our passion v2 listen on youtube or here  holes in our passion v1 listen on youtube or here   Are you listening let's go over last night by the bedside…. and how I tried to dethrone you, a faulty mess in my passion Take a second deep breath, Regressing the reels of night, the lapses between cold pauses minor hesitations pulled you back some, As impulses had pushed me on to you.... you  uncovered me feeling the blurring lines when I craved to carve you when I infected you with malice notions the truth I told you were just words in times of peace  Are you listening peaking through key holes of chances We introduce ourselves to each other with lies hands reach out to touch eyes glazing for that comfort    and our dreams on the backburner We're only drifting souls in this childish game when we realize that we have holes in our passion So let's wipe this slate clean in motion for another try Let's ditch the backfiring rules Let's reflect on...

April fool v2 listen on youtube or here  April Fool v1 listen on youtube or here   give into me with a smile I wish for one more sacrifice Do it for charity - for the temporary goodbye until I see and greet you again Blend my colorful sentiments With the first layer of mud you step on mold my oaths to you in it pretend to be a sagitarious   I'll be the Virgo the next in line every time. I fly from the hills of Grenada on time to whip out the euphoria   for the annual April Fools break-up coincidentally on this day So, let's pretend Pretend to cry, and I'll cry along You might appreciate the beady eyes Let me know how does the comeback feels. coming from so far just to tune my voice to a different melody. So sing, and I'll sing along. I gave up a good fighting round so rebate my rusted hand. Did your heart turn black when I wasn't around Who's gonna love you like I do? i've been busy polishing scars you engraved in me when away, to shine when you com...