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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Laly's Crystallized Smile

Laly's Crystallized Smile v2 listen on youtube or here  crystallized smile v1  listen on youtube or here Laly's crystallized smile I believed in sowing the seeds, so I harvested memories Absorbing details of your face & body Of clips, reels, stills, 3D shapes of you If you suddenly disconnect from me And it wasn't me when it happened You walked away, you had no words for goodbye A devious heist of nameless days The outrage of a weakened man I praised the lord through you in grievance Measures of revenge taken in silent prayers I still love the little gap between your two front teeth You still owe me a crystallized smile Scales of forgiveness depends on the weight of the grief So, when will I see you again, short of a smile you owe Why, why are your sweet mouth smiles tight-lipped My need traces back to a banished, pitied soul Hurt is packed by the dozens Some spares of hate, two pills to be exact I need to see the little gap between your two front teeth It's ...