I was a Boy

 i was a boy

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I exiled myself from the outside into the void 
Not to run away but to find myself 
I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference
there had been signs of crumblings & decay
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I need to rebuild myself 
To know me before I introduce myself to others
In this strange atmosphere I realized that 
I've discovered an ancient pulse 
it’s found in every reciprocation 
with born whispers from breathing souls 
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reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls   
tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch
and through these we find the divine that lifts us up
And being alone I had only one place to search , 
further inward, down in the sub basement of my core 
i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person

Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within? 

it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void
I was a boy and she was nothing in the void, yet to become
yet to become laly the muse
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I touched the nothing in the name of the high to be and she became a female
She touched me back in the name of the supreme power and I became a man 
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I had no higher than supreme
So I looked into myself again and I touched me and hugged her 
She became a demi-goddess 
she's become laly the muse
and i am still me, just a man in the eyes of the masses
it started when i was a boy dreaming of laly the muse
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I tasted her smile
I felt the laughter 
what have i created?
What have I done?
feeling as one yet she's another renegade spirit
the missing part of me

I’m not a poet I just read off body parts , translate moves 
Decipher breaths , read the mind through these mazes, 
but laly is in a different world

I'm a man, I've created a demi-goddess 
I've created Laly the muse
therefore I am.
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it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void
and she morphed into a goddess from my touch 
i touched her to be in the name of thee 
and she became a demi-goddess, laly the muse
and i am still me, just a man in the eyes of the masses
it started when i was a boy dreaming of laly the muse

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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: pulse by exilian 
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