Why?

why?

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why do i
I touch the sky
poke the clouds
But can’t feel the spirit of life around
Where are the powers to help me?
Where are they?
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I plowed into the earth’s crust.
But all I feel is the dead
Where is life that springs from it?
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I have a photograph
and a backup in my mind
yet still vague, not close enough
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You are everywhere to be felt, and
nowhere to be seen in my cause,
a true chameleon, you are
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I walked the destination-free roads
anticipating an ambush from you
I chilled with my aimless moments to kill the time
I possessed your games up to the third base
Where did I divert?
Where did I go wrong?
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I adjusted the heavens
redirected the clouds to 45 degrees to my left & the winds to 12 knots
rubbed earth’s belly
massaging the dead citizens of my past
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reintroduced myself to a photograph that can't remember me
rebooted an out-of-sync backup in my mind
Where did my strategy implode?
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I, In the penthouse, hating you from above
like jealousy's own well-taught spoiled child
discharging rainbows of anger
echoing around me, taunting my failure
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In reality, all I have is the eulogy of barking dogs
Walking along with me,
on a poor man's funeral procession to exile
To the hills behind the forest
A safe place for me to meditate why
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why You’re the Promise land without peace
Why do I have the Weapons of war without ammo
seeking petty Peace to ponder on a question
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Some time out to ask ...
why elcee?
Why?
Tell me why?
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Lyrics & vocals by azdi 404
Music credit: depression - by hamrah beats _TK14987211 sad-type-beat .mp3  @HamrahBeats