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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Untraceable

  Untraceable v2 listen on youtube or here       Untraceable  v1 listen on youtube or here   Untraceable Reflective eye movements darts into the unknown I saw it through a breathing being like me    Prompting to question my lost attachment The theft of my serenity She: Being the Quest puzzles me, but satisfies  I think I have a trace of her   I join the Bedouins serenading the rababa strings  absorbing tales of ether life gone  Recalling spirits of ancient martyrs  I simmer with the smoke and fire, basking between sand dunes,  until the light of the early morning  Repeating songs that depletes the soul I love for her to turn me on  to trace the history of that adorable face  The glowing tales of a thousand nights in the Negev desert rejuvenates the weary, where poets justify lyrics over bonfires and Godfathers of poetry validate who's been hurt the most.  & every story is mine, do you thi...

Roaming Grave Burn

Roaming grave burn listen on youtube or here it was a fallout plan from the beginning now banished in my roaming grave I'm bleeding since you've left wounded lungs fending off stale air around me despite the burning cold eyes,   you still look so lovely without me,   I know I’m far in a roaming grave my skin is holding me together grazing away, growing withered grasping dried pages of our past   browsing pictures that converted into regret,   roaming deeper into a blank future the shade of your lips lacks the feelings now remind me of the flavor, please I could tell the pain is infecting me,    was I that reckless?   I couldn’t recall faith in me then, unlike now when it's stripped away my wisdom left my crave crusade,   between the jagged edges of Questions & the softness of deceiving answers I have proof that I still adore you     for one more try to conquer you peacefully   come to me or from here, I'll crawl to you, my...