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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

a Song for Chanel

a song for Chanel v2

listen on youtube or here

 

a song for chanel v1

listen on youtube or here

I volunteered to manifest west

Find the root letter, pluck the final rose

bid for it in a live auction 

Find the soul of my anthem song

Shut it down, bring it back to you

Remnants of victory from the vocabulary frontier. 

I can write my song with these findings,

a farewell eulogy to stagnating days,

a burial gift wrapped off to Neverland.

My turn to be alive in your head, 

proud of my poker face sewn onto my heart

somewhat too thin to stroke remnants of ego. 

Look at my bleeding pen,

subduing rebel letters on lines

Conscripting armies of emotions to colonize your mind.

Both ends of the song cut me off,

I remained stranded in the middle,

comparing waking up dead in your head,

Is this enough to be alive in your soul? 

 So purely, my eyes are full of memories

labeled all so clear of you

I unearthed the culmination of my years

You’ve been a song on the radio chanel

With trivial feelings, I stay inside,

An ordinary destination

Waiting for a sign that my song reached you 

 

So, just in case you've missed the first ones

Here's a song for you, my soul shot,

a new day and way to remember me by...

for every tomorrow,

a song for you, Chanel.

for every tomorrow,

a song for you, Chanel.

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April 11, 2023

lyrics & vocals by azdi404

music credit: waiting for by apbeat12

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a song for chanel v1 lyrics



I volunteered to manifest west.
find the root letter
pluck the final rose
Bid for it in a live auction

Find the soul of my anthem song
Shut it down, bring it back to you
remnants of victory
From the vocabulary frontier.

I can write my song with these findings,
a farewell eulogy to stagnating days,
a burial gift wrapped off to Neverland.
my turn to be alive in your head,

proud of my poker face
sowed onto my heart
somewhat too thin
To stroke remnants of ego.

Look at my bleeding pen,
subduing rebel letters on lines
conscripting armies of emotions
To colonize your mind.

Both ends of the song cut me off,
I remained stranded in the middle,
comparing waking up dead in your head,
is this enough to be alive in your soul?

so here's a song for you, my soul shot,
a new day to remember me by...
for every tomorrow,
a song for you, Chanel.
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April 11, 2023
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lyrics & vocals by azdi404
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