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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Disease & Void

Disease & Void listen on youtube or here My dear, my adore let me update you on the feelings under my skin, I can stir the relapsing chronic passion the infection you gifted me that's coming back like a pestering friend down in a hole leading to an exit into the void lay on me a sheet or two of poems I wrote, your photo is requesting my trust again crawling with memories of a walk with you in the past we walked through the valley of shadow of death I had no fear but of you leading me astray again from finding a way into you well, It's a troubled time when my useless spirit is turned on not any closer than before, not far from your bed either, every filtered moment has a phase obstructing my judgment marking the final screenshots of my stalled day everything is still the same   except for that sparkle in your eyes   my infatuation with your potent smile    curls into a fetal stance of what's coming next behind these feelings comes the hummings of the kabbala sp...

Hallelujah Laly

  Hallelujah Laly listen on youtube or here      Hallelujah Baby (alternate version)  listen on youtube or here   I’ve scoured the books roamed the holy places in times of war & peace in faith and unison The masses praised the good lord chanting hallelujah = i vowed to wage war from a mile away then I read your eyes, I prayed for peace for me with you I greeted you with a smile you had me at Hallelujah = I’ve reviewed the history of your affairs, scanned the Geography of your body, infiltrated the spelled walls protecting you I’ve watched you from a third-eye view,   through my eyes, being a sinner & saint in lands of imagination dreams are lighter than gravity it’s a see-and-belief dilemma…. in the dark rooms of club hallelujah = i tattooed the thick air around you spoke to you in dialects of foreign tongues I gave mass, embracing your waist under the rain I tasted the gloss off your lips, a serum of hope and the flesh imprinted me into ...

Simple Human

Simple human, beta version 1.0   listen on youtube or here laly , I'm just a simple human, beta version 1.0. Look at me! I was designed and created in an earlier time the mighty word from above was (be), and I've become When humans were primitive & simple, beta version 1.0 = but somehow, somehow we share the same God, but unlike you, my adore god created you on another level, an elite class there wasn’t any time restraint or lack of resources it was all about perfection, not for my generation not for us, the primitive. = but I ask, did god really complete his masterpiece, hand crafting you, creating you as intended, or merely abandoned the plan midway cautious from what you could become? What would I know? I'm a simple primitive human, beta version 1.0 = You captivate the masses ... to be praised, showered with words and I'm spoiled about the little things I find in you .... to ask the stupid questions... how do I praise the lord with you in the middle? A simple-m...