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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Abuse

 abuse   listen on youtube or here abuse   Kiss my wounds & I'll digest your lies delete all that's been done & let's start over one more time   Grease the next promise under the sun   Let's redo the nursery rhymes of Shoots and Ladders     Color the eyelids for disguise   change the name & sip from tears   With a new set of friends to use You have what it takes to abuse  restrain me from the soft, feminine violence   I’ve abandoned my soul when it failed you   just the basic fact   Follow me to where it hurts   over here with bad company  In a corner, wishing you to share my disposition I'm at fault for not telling you What would I do if pleasure were in my hand But for now, your abuse is chewing chances away I’ve been where you wanted   Done what you’ve asked quenched from your dreams   I’ve touched your blues   I've observed you on the horizon above But that cloud isn't bl...