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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

By an Oasis

by an oasis listen on youtube or here by an oasis underneath a shade, let me hurt alone to air my grievance to the wise man to give away a slice of my troubled peace,   but not the actual pain, because I can't find it in me it's coming from your direction so the wise man advised that i need to keep myself away from me   I never comprehended his words about my suicidal dreams, undecided about a way to decipher a vision of me   under the shade of a palm tree a visioned mirage hiding in the next oasis that I could never reach alludes me just like you. = you vanished when i trespassed into your fantacy for a glimps of your beauty's domicile to enlighten my poorly paved path and i pretended that you wanted to touch me and now i'm alone by an oasis I think I’m numb   taking strokes from the sun alone to ponder this trip now, the jitters of hope fade just like the wise mans advice holding my breath for your return   to tell you I want to trip on the fault line to end...

North Star

North Star listen on youtube or here The burdens of my past on the train of time passes me by ahead waiting at the final moment spot Where I’m likely to greet you Heavy fog on my shoulders Pushes redemption to the edges of my conciousness into pits of lies.   Burden tells me I’m out of line. = Free falling with the setting sun Engraving its memoirs In a foreign land I find tattooed trees of strange faces asking to take them with me = I’m looking at the cold-colored whiskey moon reflecting the color of your eyes a vagabond on the road seeking My North Star = I can still manage a thought observing a pregnant tree Wishing to be reincarnated a rose to be plucked and smelled To infiltrate a beloveds head to Hear thoughts to Touch their senses to each their own, seeking their North star =   I tattooed a farewell note on a Graffiti wall   posting past sacrifices signing my name I join a nocturnal club waking up before sundown Before you exhale from somewhere Taking me to ex...