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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Laly Free

  Laly free listen on youtube or here v1 or here v2   Laly free Someone asked me once why I dedicate my thoughts and poems to laly . well The answer is simple you haven't seen her through my eyes you see, once she sears her smile into your imagination it's not simple to forget or to let go. to heal my mind, I write down every detail I can purging her from my soul, I imitate the polars of nature , nourishing spring harvesting summer, withering autumn and the dying winter , my one time funeral, or so I thought . but the laws of nature has a repeating flaw cycle, spring comes through,  breathing life into the earth, and those neglected dead seeds comes back kicking with life, i'll never be laly free. summer flourishes over the landscapes of my being the ghost of laly comes back to life again invading the privacy of my dying days bringing me back to life fullfiling the vacency of absence with her beautiful face i'll never be laly free. there are no more losses for me t...