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  Coronation House v2 listen on youtube or here  coronation house v1 listen on youtube or here veins in me itching to be laid down to purge the load of what it wants to draw a reminder at your feet of your victory a red carpet for the royal walk to the coronation house For the hijacked inauguration I've been there on the stiff side, baby Someday look behind at your treason, reach out to return something for the exiled, Love dies agonizingly slowly, so take your time... You still have about a decade's time to recoup your senses & in return, I'll give you treaties of peace, a certified recognition of my failure I've been there on the stiff side, baby = go home tonight to the coronation house; the house you deceived from me where I was about to be me king me, simple me But the stars didn't align because of a malice smile...   clandestine eclipse from your eyes ... The fallacies of your tricks...   deceived the songbird's intro overtures ... de...

A n Ode to Beauty v2 listen on youtube or here   An Ode to Beauty v1 listen on youtube or here This is an ode to beauty in my 55 years roaming this earth I've known women every so often,  either in real life or through imagination  but never committed forever to anyone. because I never expressed none asked, so I never did. = You see, My dedication was to the captivating ones. seldom one would come along and just uproot my world violently, causing me to write this, to purge, to speak this as a last will & testament some kind of therapy or confession. = Beauty ranges in all different calibers   and so my dedication to them.   I could never find that such a word exists for one I'm not a poet, but I express myself as a man passing through the decades and the world  with thoughts not to attract or bargain with women,   because their beauty never lasts,   but my words do. Do you think women would understand & forgive me?   = name ...

  backfire v2 listen on youtube or here  backfire v1 listen on youtube or here Backfire Time I've carried you for too long, deforming the shape of my mind Like the bending rivers carving mountainsides And you, my love, your eyes mutate revolting blood cells Driven through your pretty hands Guiding them a path beneath your feet Strange It's strange to think I'm in forgiving control Yet, I can't convince myself to let you go Should I worry about you missing me? Calling me back from the road of perdition The finale part I'll never see you do Love Love is a carousel throwing off mighty men Once licentiousness becomes mundane The cowboys, the junkies & the meek purging them bucked wild You scout for fresh rides Hurt Hurt has its way of okaying myself to be disengaged Introverted when you slip the plot I've misread the glow of your heart in the dark A body double mutation It backfires, guessing who you are Damn It was at the dawn of my creation I was a sensa...

  blunders v2 listen on youtube or here      blunders v1 listen on youtube or here Love & complexity lies ahead but Look both ways between two dawns before crossing the days options collided a distance away The no-way-out ramp around the curve, 2 miles down the road. and hope is road blocked by 14 sealed love letters holding the passwords, So before I retrieve them Get away if you can before I consume you as a display in the art of passion For I, a lucky cave dweller in you I'm in your sphere, I hunt hallucinations  = Wait at the pit stop for a bullet train over there by river road It's carrying the lucky pendant , it's your lucky charm It's a first-class package hand-delivered to you signature across a dead heart required  = Don't blame me for the summer burns Winter chills bring us together again Nobody knows & nobody has to know how we cuddle Nobody has to know about the black phone book With the elite numbers & ...

  By the oak tree v2 listen on youtube or here    by the oak tree   v1 listen on youtube or here Let's go back to where I stood Back to where I remember by the oak tree out in the countryside    by the outskirts of my deserted desires Let me revisit my thoughts and feelings I might have been mistaken about what you might have wanted from the get-go Timing might be at fault, not striving for overtime taboo vows are slowing it down So let me go back anyway Let me warn amateurs stepping into our place sketching names on tender oak tree trunks Be careful what you wish for = Let's go back, hover over my then peaceful past How you reverse acceleratd the presence to show me Why the paused future will never awaken the same = Though you have made up your mind about me for rushing into your perfectly painted stroked walls There's nothing I can do to renovate the scratches & colors now Nothing but stare and make the best of it = Now let me...

  calling my own v2 listen on youtube or here  calling my own  v1 listen on youtube or here Let the church's bells ring The callings of the mosques' minarets wail allow recitals of the temples , whisper their soft tones decree what they believe in ..... that it was written as they believe, Is it enough for a pitied soul like mine? = sounding hollow, not calling in your name So I called my own way For a piece of god, I plead, I relay, transcribed wounds to the higher, soaked with harsh words Let me grieve what I know and how I know casting the first stones , even though I know I had dark plans of my own = You bathed your troubles in me You left your slate clean again I spread your sins on my skin to be semi-whole once more, In a tight space for me to pray, you left me on the dark side of your heart, that's free solo , getting me so low, not exactly where I want to be, but it's somewhere in you where you shed broken parts, that I gathered, I've b...

  Female Fury v2 listen on youtube or here  female fury v1 listen on youtube or here Thirst Thirst demanded more than words when she needs it like grooving fingers to soothe the itch Decibels fluctuated between her newfound soft rage And what's on her mind? I filter pulp fiction from letters and her innuendos from the core, I measure past, present And I see she used to be so sane = sanitized words layered with dirty thoughts stacked It filters out through heated bed sheets How much was swept away? Well, look where all these innuendos got us We used to be so sane. and it fades away when I turned my face glancing back, Disarming my intentions , falling to the floor, forming a mosaic of her = She holds the beast inside, angry, it keeps me edgy for a moment Uncovering the soft colors of my greed. In her female fury She's a royal flush, Queen of Hearts , Everybody gets stabbed, So stomp the guess out of me I'll be at fault; I'll take the fall The w...