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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Tania after 6

Tania after 6   listen on youtube or here  tania, you're never home until after 6  you pass me by lonely with your elegant walk   you come tired beaten by the day leaving words & people behind day in, day out, always after 6   you can’t lay your head down, without the thousand of thoughts sailing away you’re still looking for that someone to smile to you & with you and it seems like yesterday, that you’ve found that someone,  but he changed just like the seasons, like the pre-yesterdays.   you pass by broken, I've read the hurt in your eyes. picking five numbers of your choice , one for good luck for a lotto chance, but it also fails you  your slender fingers embracing the pen like a newborn baby  carving the words to your favorite song,  killing me softly it’s hard to give birth to words  when your lips feel time is stagnant curling up on that cold bed & gently scrolling the lines of a novel,  w...

Down in the Caribbean

down in the Caribbean   listen on youtube or here down in the Caribbean where desires meet reality,   ashes of an affair in the air   and dreams of choice comes at a premium  blessed by the teenage moon in the sky's watch tower   a voodoo flame warming up for a private lap dance   the high waves taming the wildly tanned & ivory bodies  but you, but you tania, blending your chocolate shade with the night theme  a classic country of ancient glory   vengeful vampires, ballads & serenades   spells from candles, nibbling love bites,  snakes & crocodiles in human form mingling with the bunnies & cats     a true beloved in the arms of a breathing demon   a voice in the cozy corner of voodoo dancers   while the moon sheds light on the mood   guiding me to your shed in the backyard   near a perfect circle of burnt amber aroma  ...