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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Sporadic Worship Thoughts

  sporadic worship thoughts watch on youtube or here   laly let me hold the center of make-believe  because meditation numbs the brain   so here's a song I've sung to pacify myself with I've relocate the memorized lyrics to a secret cache  I'll relay to you the vibes and humms in case you need to find out  why you're here with me in these shameless thoughts why I'm in the distance ignored even though you're in my head? at times you trouble me as I stand waiting or as i lay underneath the tree of patience you evade me when I quizz my fate I don't need a chemical high what's in me are suffice. and sometimes i receive over-expanded mixed signals but one day you'll understand why your photographs are memory gateways to cherish to behold if you could only see and feel how my suicidal words strive to annotate when it trouble me against me demanding what have i done? to me forgiveness or redemption are not sanctuaries of stones not a sacred di...
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Laly's Shadow Games

  Laly's shadow games watch on youtube or here   refracted faces peaked from behind glass windows slowly loading Laly's shadow I had a vision of ringside attractions the game started with a triggered flipped coin toss === staring down a right hook of a heavy option thunderclap waves of thick air eased the concern just in time to flee below the trophy belt feeding on the neon lights from above when the bell rings   === imprisoned by a creed I fashioned and tomorrow is coming on strong to collect a reminder of a pledged plan   === Raiders & Preys is her favorite challenge game her eyes light up coming to me as a raider as a hunter playing slow to get me fast, collecting my carcass as a prized prey crucifying it as a gift on a birthday wall. === I want chances in the roulette of life , to be plucked for a wish, stuffed in a vase washed away by a flood or a simple gift on Valentine’s Day   === I'm not dead because I've adored her in an offset of time in a ...
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