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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Empty of You

empty of you listen on youtube or here in a river, I lingered empty anticipating vibrations from the east, a missing part from you to reach out, incoming memories suffocated the headaches stabilizing the message for a minute Waiting for anyone else of the thousands faces of my past to recognize me, time lapsed without a hand in sight. it flooded me that I was once a child, the gleam I had left my face,   left my choice after a whisper of fate, after I dipped my feet into you. I craved to mine & extract a deposit, some relic souvenirs A palm print on my chest A token for my final trip Was it too much? Money comes and go It pays for a beautiful funeral, and it stops at the grave's edge. But you you're engraved into my bones, tattooed into my mistakes legitimizing my sins A testament for god when he judges me I'm proud of the sin that was inspired by you the lord also should be proud of me. For he taught us he is all love & giving And so am I, honesty. I'm a littl...

Freak Healer

Freak Healer freak healer v1 listen on youtube or here   freak healer version 2  listen on youtube or here version 1 lyrics  (version 2 lyrics below)  freak healer, Deja Vu dealer , I lay me down this beautiful mutilation, wanting sleight of hand healing explore this freak, contemporary medicine is a joke, some call it deformity, but you call it art I love your patronage . = Knock the voodoo doll off the wall spit the spells on me, light the fire, pin the sharpened needles hug that strange replica of me it suits me just fine call me back into you, I'm careful about what I wish for, my lovely freak healer = I'm at the kalfou crossroads , I was wrongfully laid with the saints, gravely bent out of shape because of the shades of my faith . = look at me down in this hole, bothered, tame the shapeshifter , it fears you, the shape of a killer = black magic fidgety bruised by failed castings , amend the breakdown nullify my failures, bless your heart,   my sweet fre...