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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Blind Euphoria State

  blind euphoria state listen on youtube or here Daylight departs in a stalemate oddity.   your shadow arrives as a fictitious night mode tenuously hovering by my window frame   you, moving a bit slowly in my head   and you buried the sinful seed in the dead red hill by my house What are the chances that I’m blind? Can I feel you for myself, touching your warm skin with my cold fingertips? A shortcut to navigate a soul I embrace your smile with my lips I crawl the mouth slowly upper and lower, Edge to edge I Read the messages like Braille . Between the parentheses of your cheeks that frame your mouth through the pressure of your exhaling breaths I confess to all that I’ve done Wandering around here carrying depriving thoughts It was not in the plan I’m never the same I never badly needed someone as I do you to help me feel What are the chances that I have convicted myself for the sake of you? I ignored the verdict though I'm blind when I need to keep myself away ...