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untitled story listen on youtube or here I, one of the few and proud fools entering your arena Conscripted by loneliness  Just because I got drugged by your smile I, by my own resolve challenged to capture you  or something of you  but where did i go wrong ? did i give off the wrong scent? waiting for you in that 2nd Ave smoke shop  i just needed someone to help me feel  i never intended to cross you i was addicted to tales of your trips away and days at home and i was violated by your smile overdosing me when i rest my head  i anticipated you between the hello's and goodbye's every other day  so Hold me now, my facial expressions lost it's shape shifting abilities   malfunctioning and now it's set only to greet you  I feel the contagion molesting my heart   so come lay next to me discover anthologies beneath my bones   let me infect you with sterile pre & post-us drafts & memories traces of stuttering clips a...

memory clout listen on youtube or here  I touched my thoughts and my soul caved in it's a victim on demand for the sake of memories   I obay the ordinary hate that comes with the territory granting her A smile for leisure a touch of empathy  but how much would she feel if it means dusting off the layers of years visiting those childhood days  I Criss cross the 80 interstate a trip to the old homestead to lullaby rock town i played reels of memories scrolling on the windshield the resurrected cold faces  reflected along the highway pouring sense into what went wrong I was hesitant to take me back to yesterday going back there to the backyard, for closure where memories accumulated from childhood through graduation we ran around the block and we ran the clock  growing up so fast and we played on the swings drank lemonade under the peach tree, talked about us on the porch and said our hello's & goodbyes by the front door in the summer  and throug...