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butchered v2 & butchered v1 Below listen on youtube or here    as signs encrypted my face with answers I couldn't read I came to be here, next to where the clouds parked to shade you, over me open blue skies while the sun burned me waiting ahead of me, the rendezvous with you   between us, the gates of the day shut in my face I'll tell you why I'm like this you see, parts of me were broken around the world here & there, over text or to my face, ghosted or by some new tend & the rest with you, butchered You ran around in my head last week sending me a message: we can get lost together, dip on time, squatter a couple of days slip away further your heart is stalling, though,   I'll take a deep breath and tell you why I'm really here I found a piece of land over yonder, to reign over as my queen I can celebrate just thinking about it taking strolls to a sidewalk cafe we could converse about you, me, or the evening news together I could trespass into y...

Laid back Sachie v2 listen on youtube or here   Laid Back Sachie v1 listen on youtube or here Hey Sachie, Youth has been wasted without you hibernate childhood dreams, Innocence was a lie in your head between 18 and that first warm bed, A rebel soul is born again as teen spirit juiced up the air, kill the valentine stem roses, the fire is preordained, so kick up those heels It's a slow shotgun ride the demon in you exposing soft sides Love is catering toxicity in the Backseat of a '67 Ambassador , debunk the fiction about you, Give the crowd more than expected You come as a strange midnight sun , dispersing all the stars behind you Nocturnal animals you dreamt of gravitate toward you. Clipping chastity, from tomboy to baby doll. Douse the flavor of smoke & Corruption on chanting believers, vulgar intentions vacantly aching, wishing for an itch of organic flesh, warming the marble floors. in the evening hours of late nights who cares about the sassy fait...

Green Eyes Push listen on youtube or here     It's summer-time and It's the season to lie to your green eyes I adore the reflection in your pupils looking at me what I know about you when you're not around pushes the strangest things in me the child, the want, the control the hug & the vibes, to give you something to hold, to think about.... greener, fresher things from my memory. You, playing along in the summer breeze the deceit you spin just like me So name me what you want ask how did we get here? Call it what you call it We'll fake it till we make it with late nights & exhausting days as selfish interacting spies we strive, lies are just over flown words, blue prints of feelings Where did it get us?   it's the moments we live in dreams are locked up in the backside So let's not waste any time searching for the truth May I sway with you in the careless rain for now?   lock & load your chest in my face, flaming fingers tense, lay them on my b...

 I loved you there listen on youtube or here  maybe my callings weren't strong enough ,   maybe my first baby step words crawled to you a little slow,   the day i saw you, is the start of my affection   and i chose carefully only to choke upon the words, on  something different   but i do know that i loved you then & there yeah, I loved you there,    when dual empires of pride crumble down mutually for your fill when dreams and reality agreed to be bonded & enslaved   Back through the timeline navigating suicidal tendencies it killed the will and emptied the soul unplugged survival and showed the way to bury me there, at the cemetery of the forgotten with fallen lost villain soldiers that never made it, insanity reading a eulogy for me, the usual initiation ritual I'm in debt for what I've accepted the price of flavors divided & lost between your eyebrows and the tip of your nose but I’m so comfortable loving you I am...

  Creation v2 listen on youtube or here    Creation v1 listen on youtube or here some creations are so perfect they evolve to destroy it started when I took a sip, kissing the glass rim of rose water , from a waterfall by the milky way , magnificent, but it's nothing like the kisses I dire for to match my taste, so i created Heaven & earth for the masses, but my need is to create my own missing masterpiece I shall create someone a demigoddess . from a consummation of my inner core, recklessness, emotions, elite alphabet, ambition, sprinkled with a little greed, and a little flavor of everything human all that shall flow throughout her, around me... and fragility is born from within a human activated when broken and it started out as a thought with coded words on lines, encrypted on the pillars of my commandments, a creation in the form of a poem taking her shape as I create balanced concoctions, flesh and bones, extracted Pieces from me forme...

  Kissing a Saint v2 listen on youtube or here  Kissing a Saint v1 listen on youtube or here come from afar come in slow motion let's build up the momentum all my anguishes are here, ready to trickle into you because i'm about to kiss i'm kissing a saint so banish the innocent ones purify the dirty, make it clear I'm no longer your friend you took too long to break the mold I could've helped you to have me I wanted you before I even knew it So take a deep breath, grant the air around me room to breathe, so I can send you what does not ache the flavors of life is what you make of it where would you have me now? What would you do? sweeten the saltiness off my lips tip the scale of destiny, any which way just don't let me know why and I'll chalk it up to a slip of life god created life you create the moments we measure, making us humans , so eradicate the mundane past, no longer do I need redemption, just some part of you to numb t...

I feel kamikaze v2 listen on youtube or here  I feel kamikaze v1 listen on youtube or here a tale of invasion & struggle for freedom albeit wanting you all your egos cheered along the aisles induced me to confess, to surrender, to pledge my allegiance to you my heart's been invaded, stretches of consciousness sabotaged my freedom's a puppet in your grip now to be friend zoned guaranteed what a good boy for you... but in reality, in reality, something is calling me from the core to resist and I feel kamikaze from a foreign land you're not colonizing that I now call home, and still I long to belong where I've been so i unleashed a call to arms A rebel yell to defend my Shangri-La my body, my nation of alphabets, i'm exiled from my own self to retrieve what you've taken stolen sleep from the eyes of the poor fondled my weak heart in my trance enraging in bitter red blood I raise my flag of rage I build up arms again I'm gunning for the botto...