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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Policy of Truth

POLICY OF TRUTH  listen on youtube or here A PART OF ME is RATTLED WITH DOUBT SO LET ME BLESS MYSELF IN A VOLUPTUOUS LIE UNTIL JUDGEMENT SPEAKS AND CONFIRMS THAT  MY WITHER-NESS IS RECEIVING COLORFUL CHAMeLeON FLAMES AFTER BELIEVING PRINTED OATHS ON THE AIRWAVES THE charred WALLS adorned PICTURES ONCE DRAWN ON ANIMAL SKIN PALENESS OF MY MIND LAYED SPREAD ON A TABLE OF A Deceiving mind DESIRE’S SO DECEIVING DESTINY IS WHAT IT MEANS, a far voyage just like your PROMISES, I'll stab me for the sake of you it WAS A SIMPLE GAME TO HOLD  when we signed the POLICY OF TRUTH and ONE AFTERNOON WAS MY WITNESS,  and I HAD NOTHING for HOURS THE OUTLINES OF YOUR FACE, A PAGE IN MY LIFE,  YOU WERE ADRIFT SINKING AWAY into THE DARK bottom OF MY ABYSS  squinting FOR COLORFUL RAINBOWS SLIDING AWAY FROM THE SOUNDS of my calls  lunatic SHADOWS STROLLING THE DARKNESS NIGHTMARES OF STRANGERS & FADER'S  IN THIS TEASING downward spiral,  UNTIL YOU STOP, UNTIL YOU...

Green Saxophone Notes

GREEN SAXOPHONE NOTES listen on youtube or here GREEN SAXAPHONE NOTES IN SINISTER GROUNDS,  I CAN HEAR GROWING WHISPERS FROM NIGHT COLORS,  swaying shades of people between BLACK AND WHITE stood out Rubbed and marinated IN HEAT,  FROM THE BOUNDARIES OF THE CITY,  AT A DARK CAFÉ IN A CORNER,  BETWEEN THE LAYERS OF DARKNESS,  to the fishy ricocheting REPUTATIONs PARADISE IN A PLEASURE BOX, YOU HAVE tempt DESIREs to thirst for more, SKIES above your room Blushes FROM oncoming thoughts cobbles stones glowed the path to your street IN The town's OLD QUARTERS the path to you bled all morals what remained are dirty notions and rebellious wishes anticipating release I’VE SLIPPED INTO MY DREAMS just to turn it off and I'm returning back TO YOU  TIP TOWING UP THE DIRTY DARK STAIRWAYS RUB THE GREEN passcode TO OPEN the DOOR WHEREAS YOUR HEART TWISTS WITH PLEASURE the room now fulfils its prophecy  sending TEMPTATION & innuendos back on to the streets...