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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Judea and Samaria

Judea and Samaria  trek  listen on youtube or here   watch on youtube or here version 1 listen on youtube or here version 2 a midnight voyage on the caravan highway guided by the moonlight along a secret  path between twisting hills I heard the inviting beats of the midnight skies serenading hints of perfume vapored from the grounds below it leads us to the lands of Judea and Samaria, the domains of my muse historical figures on papyrus morphed into life a blood contract exclusive member only so the spirits of martyrs were invited to come home and they're here, to witness the coronation , the epitome of womanhood, as for the greatest to bow to the picture-perfect and I remembered, I remembered how my adoration expanded over time mangled in the tales of my life the ritual echoing, becoming louder,   draining any doubt on this pilgrimage recycled into a desire to serve   so, soon I'll be the sacrificed part of the ceremony my dedication exceeded religious n...
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Dead Pleasure

 dead pleasure  listen on youtube or here shambles of me scattered over the fringes of life a life filled with leaking ambitions veins sapped alike halo canyon agendas thoroughly extracted from my mind   & secrets hung on highway billboards as so fate itself ran out of ink to seal my journey my semi-dead soul in a canyon, that's my mind a polished sky reflects a valley in the distance my destination is colorful as promises once was but sometimes, something is better than nothing now wishing you to share an excerpt or two from those neon lighted billboards along the highway from exit to exit between decades breezing through foolish days ruling from my temple of doom & minions of mine, created by me, those miniature statues , they listen to my sorrows & heed   my minions, i feed them with left over anguish i do what i please and i fooled them to fool me life & wants expands and shifts erratically & resonates with glorious slang's .   trickled...
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