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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Un-God Like

Un-God like v2 & un-god like v1 Below

listen on youtube or here 



 

You're so different
You are so un-God like

You are what I know with rising heat from my palms   
I intend to mend common complications 
pray to keep you endlessly 
a reason to dismantle you from the inside out 
 
so lay next to me, un-forgiven   
and witness  shoddily seeded notions in me
bleed in fashionable hunger   

until you secede from this holy erotic war
until your sways falter to the ground under me 


I've dwelled too long in shame
to detect what god is for in your earthling materials   
un-God like morals   
I found no reason for redemption without you

but in flashbacks
I adored my selfishness in a feeble empire   
wearing the crown of fools   
guarded by an entourage of silhouette dancers


the spells of mantras you hum
What you do defies the laws of god
and you do it twice to rub it in

Cleanliness is next to godliness,
but without you, how would I know the difference?
I can't just risk it & show up empty-handed.

So, I rub morals the wrong way
to make my penance worthwhile
I crawl to you at night for a valid sin  
I redeem myself in the morning
fully submerged in aphrodisiac stink

to cleanse the filth away
I'll risk being forgiven or rejected

I seek the other side to cool off from you
to heal this flesh & mind
Then I'll be back for sure

being an un-God like creature
virtues set in when you fade
I hear the nostalgia's calling    

so get me closer to the true crux of me
to find that refuge trap-door to my inner dirty side

Come closer, test my hot-shot vices & lame virtues

Let me taste that sin one more time before I go
You're so un-God like
you're unlike anyone
You're so different
You're so un-God like
just so un-God like
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lyrics & vocals - azdi404
music credit: ECLOSION by Exilian

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un-god like v1
listen on youtube or here


You are what I know   
with rising heat from my palms   
I intend to mend common complications  
pray to keep you endlessly  
a reason to dismantle you from the inside out  

until you secede from this holy erotic war
until your sways
falter to the ground under me  
=
lay next to me, unforgiven    
and witness  shoddily seeded notions in me
bleed in fashionable hunger   
=
I've dwelled too long in shame
to detect what god is for
in your earthling materials   
ungodlike morals   
I found no reason for redemption without you
=
but in flashbacks around you  
I adored my selfishness   
in a feeble empire   
wearing the crown of fools   
guarded by an entourage of silhouette dancers

the spells of mantras you hum
What you do defies the law of god
and you do it twice to rub it in

Cleanliness is next to godliness,
but without you, how would I know the difference?
I can't just show up empty-handed.
=
So, I rub morals the wrong way
to make my repentance worthwhile
I crawl to you at night for a valid sin  
I redeem myself in the morning
fully submerged in aphrodisiac stink
to cleanse the filth away  
=
being an ungod-like creature
virtues set in when you fade
I hear the nostalgias calling    

so get me closer to the crux of me
to find that refuge trap-door

I'm seeking the other side to cool off from you
to heal this flesh & mind
Then I'll be back for sure

Come closer, test my vices
Let me taste that sin one more time before I go
You're so ungod-like


You're so different
You're so ungod like
just so ungodlike
=
lyrics & vocals - azdi 404
un-god like - Funky Hip Hop Rap Beat 2021 (Instrumental)


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