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driven beyond listen on youtube or here driven beyond I’m trying to be, So let me see what you offered It was unwanted, but let me dig & plow in a bottom-free dream land So I dived to explore you in a deep ocean of green The grassy green you slept on The scene was beholding, & I was driven beyond from private playground to public dominions I let you play me, controlling yourself as you say I was driven beyond == I read the fear in your beautiful eyes, The fear of losing your will to the cause of your deception And it wasn’t what you wanted, You were almost driven beyond I felt true emotions underneath the fake touches What you thought was an illusion was seven colored pulses, seeping from your fingertips Doubt reached you a tad late I almost met your feelings face to face So, everything's the same as you left it, When you were almost driven beyond occasionally, dials of life spins, scrambling channels between your face, your mo...

withered listen on youtube or here   I heard a voice somewhat pale   felt gray guilty fingerprints wrapped up in a scarf you were at the altar with tense wary eyes sacrificing the mood of my blues making it right for you. your life adopted superstitious dreams & tales   memories engulfed in a bouquet of frowns   gravity is by the bedpost, distracting the drama   comforting you that it's alright.   I strolled a harsh path in your head, and the doubts diminished walking you home from the rain that night. yet, in the morning you stood on the corner, waiting   standing still for the messenger of the dream machine hoping answers will lay somewhere between whirling leaves   in the passing's of the soft currents of drifting winds.   from the watch towers of your past whispers in your head morphed into a sniper breath locked me in the crosshairs pulling the trigger I didn’t think you were such a killer taking me out after my introduction to you...

youth lyrics v2 listen on youtube or here   youth lyrics I was a little late, and the guest list was signed off, Teen Spirit carried you away into a state of numbness   inhaling the poisoned youth lyrics pumped out from the radio a nd You were drowning in roulette kisses, bumping you onto Lovers Lane,  All forms of love come with a guilty price. The stickiness stained your reputation with a mid-high, and some doubts if that was'nt enough. What mommy and daddy gave wasn’t enough; Thinking love was a bundle gift box set for a birthday or graduation? despite your best efforts, the smartest of your class, Some things must be tattooed, molded by your hands to call your own, a period in life that fades but never dies. I just want to fade into one of them. Did anyone hear the voices   ushering gently out of your mouth   vexing you more pain the second you crash the pillows,  desperate to sleep, only to wake up to reality? Is it wor...

come unhinged listen on youtube or here come unhinged Come unhinged Come barbaric Come in that all-night mode come with malice intentions I've dedicated me to you Come with true colored seething teeth to rip the curse of youth that never lets you settle down   think of me, swiping right I'm your call on demand calls come to me in vibes, Rattles & hums, Did you pray for me? Meditate your needs but overlooking my shortcomings? Inspire my will that I'm all I can be?... the words you speak during the night comes to me when you're gone i could almost touch and play tag with them, but they're unhinged just like you = I don't blame you, I took you too close to the flame, the curse of youth it induced you to divulge hate, but not to me... you see, you put a mask over my face, painted my old body an effigy still deep in you, I wasn't what you wanted you knew you were lying to yourself but it was all fine with me as I was the other guy somewhere in your life. =...

CRAZY & DEAD   listen on youtube or here CRAZY & DEAD Crazy about you, that's the rumors Eager to devour you A glooming light in the susceptible side of my head Your loving of the other man is a jab in my face It broke the walls of my devotion to generate hatred I Have one for myself to share with you Loving & hating you is in abundance A new pledge, an ominous birth date Poisoned spells are side effects you cause Exposing skeletons in me There might be time left Love's a seed plant one in me Thoughts flow at half pace in the morning Blood flows down to a crawl when you pass by I had a temporary suspicion Confirming it's an infection and not a phase Everything resumes to placidity When you turn & fade away 150 Shutting doors on every morning Silence overruled the sound Coming from my trapped repenting sins My notions reverted to dormant But the fragrance from you Lingers on a naked singularity Filling my 404 shadows With that "what if-i had you...

never go away listen on youtube or here arriving at dawn, I settled down at the front gate   at the temple's door   I siped rose water from Stoney Springs to heal the longing let me witness the motion of you uncoiling your fingers and hear the echoes from above never go away = let me witness the wonder of you healing a flower's broken stem   breathe onto it before the sun rises   brush the floors of the tender shelter. I came to witness you   the echos concur from above never go away = let me witness you gather in a basin   dried crystal tears of broken stars   the missing part of a starving moon   that can't defect its orbit   to witness you purify water into a holy body   dipping your feet into it   never go away = from the front gates   show me what I'm missing   spell your name to praise you  in this silence so the mourning could find me content   or will I wither here before I'm let in?   i came to ...