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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

After Dark my Adore

 AFTER DARK MY ADORE listen on youtube or here PAIN OF THE DAY capped off by calling you AS I TRAVEL TO THE days SUNSET AWAY from THe orange SUN RAGE OF A CHILD IN MY SOUL waiting for the MIDNIGHT sessions THE wolf in me aroused,  Joining caravan of souls to face the ritual of loneliness clogging the atmosphere I found out I’m not the only one as The sky SHEDS IT’S introduction IN RED DRIZZLES but it's all AFTER dark my adore, after dark COME BREATHE INSIDE WOMAN TALK..... TOUCH.......  REMEMBER ANY AROMA WE SMELL IS fueled by your BURNING breathes ROLL AROUND THE bedroom playground play with MY thoughts swing on my low hanging soul test  A CLICHÉ OR TWO we might learn something KISS THE HOURS to pause time accelerations  and let me explain my intentions let me do what i promised after dark so i guide THE LYING NAILS INTO THE VALLEY BELOW for hibernation, now 5 feet under my nose is wandering A STRANGER IN MY OWN space,  with your tattooed name injected...

ColdPlay Mood

COLDPLAY MOOD listen on youtube or here I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD FOR you & some CANDY,  FOR MY DEPRIVED TALEs,  tales of LIKE THE MONA LISA IN PERFUME  so HUG THE UNSTABLE FRAGILE wishes,  WASH YOUR HAIR IN THE RIVERS OF MY DERANGED STATE  BEFORE THE REST GOES UNTOUCHED I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD AND and I'll ADAPT you AS A RELIGION,  and for you to STRAP MY chants AS a SYMBOL ON YOUR CHEST A NECKLACE  AND HAVE A TOAST IN MY HONOR ABOUT MY DEDICATION TO you AN OCCATION THAT NEVER repeats. I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD just waiting for you   THE SHORELINES OF YOUR LIPS ARE TOO FAR TO contact,  I HAVE NO MAP FOR ANY type of you, just the wants and calls ONE DAY IT’S IN MY VIENS WINE from dreams dreams that I've washed with ROSEWATER FROM THE BASIN YOU JUST WASH YOUR FEET FROM,  FROM THE FIRST DRY KISS,  I HAD YOU A DAGGAR IN MY BED in DOVE SCENTED SKIN,  and i  BLED A LITTLE WHILE for you, to fine tune me I’M IN A COLDPLAY MOOD ...

Face to Face Standoff

  face to face standoff listen on youtube or here WE TRAP OUR SELFS going around IN CIRCLEs, pretending to be squares,  navigating the zizaging shaped questions, trapped in triangle conversations,  we elude each other when it's face to face, then walk away empty handed of answers and Growing conversations SPIRAL, FEEDING OFF THE latest posts & reels,  THE SPIRAL MELTS AS IT GETS CLOSER TO THE SKY LINES of truth,  THE ANGELS WERE on high hope, THEIRE THOUGHTS NOT ON PRAYERS BUT ON YOU BABY Laly, what would you say to me? THE THOUGHTS COME DRIPPING DOWN ONTO MY WALLS, a puzzle to analyze So I had a one way shot to see where this goes  to acquaint lullabies from the dark side of your mind  MEMORIES OF YOU BABY LOVE PUTS ME ON MY Side, since you've gone private AND I CAN't shake THE fragile THOUGHTs LIKE THE SCENT OF THE MORNING ROSE SCRATCHING YOUR NOSE, IT’S A SIGHT TO SEE Laly WHEN you WALKed AWAY for the last time  and ABOUT ALL I COULD FEEL L...