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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Friend-Zoned

  friend-zoned listen on youtube or here her face lost its flavor and it’s allright  i have no specific taste when she comes to me broken   a butterfly’s flapping wings flair up every time she vents venting of a new pronounced dead heartache today it was at a quarter to four and I'm still overlooked i aim for the floor gathering crumbled comments and taboo’s     held between layers of breaths pain and hectic days scrolled in her eyes stumbling words poured from a cotton mouth re-verbed into me in a lonely voice and sometimes migrating over the phone lines for my ears to absorb pieces of the puzzle connects slowly      as i embrace her in one way but, it compels me into the dreaded friend-zone not exactly where i want to be a rampaging wheelchair warrior i am exhausted by her questions and where am i from all this?     i comfort her with little white lies humming nursery rhymes of shoots ...

Breach

breach listen on youtube or here Breach your high walls if you must, but don't fade wearing that black satin dress just ask yourself if you need to waltz if you're in the mood for a swan dance the final act to just do it. everything dies except for those captured rosy kisses vessels of breath departing a natural soul like yours & docking on my face is a fast prescription for blindness somethings are planned, Inspirations & poetry racked up by fools & rookies somethings given on instinct, like myself to you reciprocating a drug-laced kiss the same dose prescribed a long time ago so breach & step closer if it's a moody timed kiss or let me step closer to you if you have that raging come on feeling but you preferred to be incarnated walking the landscapes of my imagination disrupting the scenic flow you had to be the visualized star when i close my eyes a picturesque portrait with-holding the passion withholding it to connect the chapters of us, so, release...