strange soul brew v2

 strange soul brew v2

 

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the strange soul brews you concoct, addicts my soul,

I crave this sensation to have you, in a delicate way,

so feed my flesh, I'm created to need and you to feed.

i remedy myself with braided locks of your hair

soaked with saliva from your sweet mouth,

as a healing antidote

I soak in the sun, stretch my skin to dry

it makes a better drum echo, for my midnight serenades

it cools the moonlight burn


What does depression and abuse look like?

look at me strapped & stepped on again

bruised on the dementia side

that old familiar pain, sweped different parts of me

now demanding one suicide at a time.

but i'm saved by a traveling morgue, and shoved into an asylum

in a room under a glass dome, by the Bermuda triangle

descent of the damned begins

when i'm served your concoction, of strange soul brew

Arc of the Pendulum extends my sentence

shifting time towards you like moths to a flame

I purged electric tears for empathy & watered down laughter just to fit in

wished myself luck at the fountains of the forgotten

but i wasn't qualified

I'll see you again my adore when I'm sober

when I come off this odd high of strange soul brew

but for now...

let me ride this flow,

let me enjoy this trip with you in my head

mending and molding you as I desire

even though a little hard to manipulate

while high on your strage soul brew

so for now

I fare thee well.....

for now

I fare thee well.....

let me deal with this strange soul brew that you concoct

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Jan 17, 2023

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lyrics & vocals: azdi404

music credit: aura by answerinc

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