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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Sick Drop

sick drop listen on youtube or here I.... who am I to you? a bounce in your head  another depleted soul on the exit  an over welcomed nostalgia on the burn out blindsided for today, forgotten tomorrow   I.... what am i to you?  a sick drop on your bucket list i invited you here in my dream to confirm that those flavored traps you laid burned my plans  plans to peel off that beautiful face of yours  to see the real you that despises me because rumors about us split in opposite directions rumors about me scarred my reflection rumors about you conscripted those with a death wish I, I want to restore my status in your head  the echoes of your moaning voices healed no one  and my greedy soul is still starving so make me filthy to your taste your favorite layout anything that makes you want me    I, I ask what do you want with me?  is it to infect me with loneliness?  I'm immune to that by now, being a fool through the aimless baited...