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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Airwaves

Airwaves v2
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airwaves v1

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Airwaves

I walked into it
I heard the strummings of the strings
I heard the song
It was strung from lips to tongues
I was caught in the net
So is my story now, locked in the vibe

Satan & love came around pimping out their remedy
Relieving me of your memory
Knowing how much I want to forget you

But I was alive in the air with my lyrics
And I wanted atoms of that air wave, that carried my thoughts of you
It's our song that mouths are syncing now

Can I have a word with you, sweet love?
It's tomorrow from yesterday
You're supposed to know me by now
This is the day I wrote that song for

I wrote the song for you
So play it on a loop, let it ring in my head
I might forget you during playback & love the song
A backup plan if we misfire

Satan is bending backward backtracking what's been done
Corrupted love is laying the royal carpet and straying away

So come and take me; call my name
Whisk me away, wrap the misery to go

My head is getting heavy
I'm in sync with the song on the freeway
It should be halfway beside you tuning the airwaves
I'd rather be inside you, safe with my song
Closer to regulate the rhythm, with my pulsing vein

I can soothe you with another one
Satisfy the veiled capricious mood

This time it's either me beside you
Or cremated in your head & throw my ashes into the airwaves
Set me free
Throw my ashes into the airwaves
Set me free
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For Chanel Omari
April 12, 2023

lyrics & vocals: azdi 404
Life by Gideon King Beats - 2023/25   Instrumental
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airwaves v1 lyrics

 

I walked into it

I heard the strummings of the strings

I heard the song

it was strung from lips to tongues

I was caught in the net

So is my story now, locked in the vibe.


Satan & love came around pimping out their remedy

relieving me of your memory, knowing how much I want to forget you

but I was alive in the air with my lyrics

and I wanted atoms of that airwave, that carried my thoughts of you

it's our song that mouths are syncing now

Can I have a word with you, sweet love?

It's tomorrow from yesterday

you're supposed to know me by now

this is the day I wrote that song for.

I wrote the song for you

so play it on a loop, let it ring in my head

I might forget you during playback & love the song

a backup plan if we misfire


Satan is bending backward backtracking what's been done

corrupted love is laying the royal carpet and straying away

so come and take me; call my name

whisk me away, wrap the misery to go


my head is getting heavy

I'm in sync with the song on the freeway

It should be halfway beside you tuning the airwaves,

I'd rather be inside you, safe with my song

closer to regulate the rhythum, with my pulsing vein.


I can soothe you with another one,

satisfy the veiled capricious mood.

This time it's either me beside you

or cremated in your head & throw my ashes into the airwaves.

set me free,

throw my ashes into the airwaves

set me free

=

for chanel omari

April 12, 2023

lyrics & vocals: azdi 404

Life by Gideon King Beats - 2023 Instrumental

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