I feel kamikaze v2

 

I feel kamikaze v2

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a tale of invasion & struggle for freedom albeit wanting you

all your egos cheered along the aisles

induced me to confess, to surrender,

to pledge my allegiance to you

my heart's been invaded,

stretches of consciousness sabotaged

my freedom's a puppet in your grip now

to be friend zoned guaranteed

what a good boy for you...

but in reality,

in reality,

something is calling me from the core to resist

and I feel kamikaze

from a foreign land you're not colonizing

that I now call home,

and still I long to belong where I've been

so i unleashed a call to arms

A rebel yell to defend my Shangri-La

my body, my nation of alphabets,

i'm exiled from my own self

to retrieve what you've taken

stolen sleep from the eyes of the poor

fondled my weak heart in my trance

enraging in bitter red blood

I raise my flag of rage

I build up arms again

I'm gunning for the bottom

I feel for you

just not the way you want

somethings not wanted to be taken, but given

& it's the urge to resist and I feel kamikaze

the day I tried to live it teared you up

you placed me beneath you

buried my message of peace

A life that could've been so holy with me

so hard, so hard I negated to be your friend

I'm exiled from you, but I'm still above

I still crave for you, feel for you,

just not the way you want

& It's the urge to resist and i feel kamikaze

so I knock on the doors of a new dawn

i tear down the curtains that enraged my life

for I am a man who loves a country

that was in you & I was denied entry,

and the struggle continues

the struggle goes on

now mourning, my scattered third wave

of emotional armies,

sunk dead in grave pits & trenches,

still I won't give up just yet,

I still feel for you

I'm betting to ride this through

just not the way you want 

 

I feel for you, crave for you, but,

but i feel the divine rushing winds in my face whispering

I feel kamikaze

and the struggle goes on.....

it continues

it rages on

I feel for you, crave for you, but,

i feel the divine rushing winds in my face

& I feel kamikaze

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jan 29 2023

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lyrics & vocals: azdi404

music credit: dynasty by Exilian

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