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Seven Sins Menu

 Seven sins menu v2

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Seven sins menu v1
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scrolling menu eyes of seven sins

with you, my faith is qualified dirty

I hand over my pride at the door,

Eligible first-class seat south of your navel

=

Pure sin is the night's flavor

Rampage, Bells & Whistles

fine ingredients harvested from the wrath from your heart from the core

=

I expose my greed, I asked to dish it out,

more gluttony of mind, some I handle well,

Wait till I lust your mouth for dessert,

I envy what's left on the table

I envy what's left of you on the table,

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Sloth fits me fine when I'm done feasting,

I went down for the third serving,

Wiping my sanity on your flesh

I feel so disgustingly filthy, So satisfied,

Tasting what I can never have enough of, what I don't deserve.

As you like us to feel.

Then, it gets too clear…

Redemption, Redemption is just a turnstile

to renew the cycle.

=

So I get close to god in the wrong way, for the wrong reason

to get back to you. Born again for your seven-sin menu.

I do it again

I come back slate clean 

= 

I come back slate clean

except for the seven temptations stuck in my mind

I scroll through your menu eyes for the seven sins

it's still the same ingredients, same quality but more mature

with you, my faith is qualified dirty

I hand over my pride at the door, again

Eligible first-class seat south of your navel

relax, I feel myself now. I feel you

seven sins are deadly for a reason and you possess them all

seven deadly sins all in you

and it gets too clear…

Redemption is just a turnstile to renew the cycle.

Tasting what I can never have enough of,

what I don't deserve.

As you like us to feel.

I feel so disgustingly filthy,

So satisfied, I went down, again

I envy what's left of you on the table,

the remaining parts of the seven deadly sins

=

no one can go wrong with her if the path is the road to hell

she has the best of the seven sins menu

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lyrics & vocals : azdi404

music credit: debris by noplanb - jaysset

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scrolling menu eyes of seven sins
with you, my faith is qualified dirty
I hand over my pride at the door,
Eligible first-class seat south of your navel

Pure sin is the night's flavor
Rampage, Bells & Whistles
fine ingredients harvested
from the wrath from your heart from the core

I expose my greed,
I asked to dish it out,
more gluttony of mind,
some I handle well,

Wait till I lust your mouth for dessert,
I envy what's left on the table
I envy what's left of you on the table,

Sloth fits me fine when I'm done feasting,
Wiping my sanity on your flesh
I went down for the third serving,

I feel so disgustingly filthy,
So satisfied,
Tasting what I can never have enough of,
what I don't deserve.
As you like us to feel.

Then, it gets too clear…
Redemption is just a turnstile
to renew the cycle.  

So I get close to god in the wrong way,
to get back to you.
Born again for your seven-sin menu.

(extended)

I do it again
I come back slate clean
I come back slate clean
except for the seven names stuck in my head
I scroll through your menu eyes for the seven sins
it's still the same ingredients same quality more mature
with you, my faith is qualified dirty

I hand over my pride at the door, again
Eligible first-class seat south of your navel

relax, I feel myself now. I feel you
seven sins are deadly for a reason
you possess them all

seven deadly sins all in you
  it gets too clear…
Redemption is just a turnstile
to renew the cycle.  

Tasting what I can never have enough of,
what I don't deserve.
As you like us to feel.

I feel so disgustingly filthy,
So satisfied,
I went down for the third serving, again

I envy what's left of you on the table,
the remaining parts of the seven deadly sins
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lyrics & vocals : azdi404
music credit: Prod. by: Hitshawty

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Below is a deep, structured analysis of Seven Sins Menu.
This is one of your boldest pieces — erotically charged, theologically inverted, cyclical, and structured like a ritual of indulgence and repentance. The poem is essentially a liturgical lust cycle, where the lover becomes both altar and temptation, and the speaker becomes both worshiper and penitent.

SEVEN SINS MENU — FULL ANALYSIS

1. Core Concept

The poem uses the Seven Deadly Sins not simply as metaphors for desire but as menu items — consumable, repeatable, curated temptations.

The lover becomes:

  • a chef of sin

  • a god of temptation

  • a deity whose body replaces sacred doctrine

  • the embodiment of every vice

This transforms the act of desire into religious blasphemy, but also into a kind of sacred devotion.

2. Structure of the Poem

The poem unfolds like a cycle of:

1. Temptation
2. Indulgence
3. Filth / Shame
4. Purification / Redemption
5. Return to Indulgence

This mirrors the classical Christian cycle of:

sin → penance → absolution → sin again

Except here, the speaker is deliberately weaponizing that cycle to justify returning to the lover.

3. Stanza-by-Stanza Breakdown

Stanza 1 — The Menu Opens

Scrolling menu eyes of seven sins
Her eyes are an index of temptations — each one a “sin.”

With you, my faith is qualified dirty
Faith becomes corrupted just by perceiving her.

Eligible first-class seat south of your navel
Strong erotic metaphor.
“South of your navel” = where worship becomes carnal.

Stanza 2 — Sin as Fine Dining

Pure sin is the night’s flavor
Night becomes a kitchen where temptation is cooked.

Fine ingredients harvested from the wrath / From your heart from the core
She is not simply participating — she produces sin.
Her wrath, her heart, her core — all flavors.

Stanza 3 — The Sins Appear

I expose my greed, I asked to dish it out
Greed: wanting more than allowed.

More gluttony of mind, some I handle well
Gluttony: overindulgence.
You suggest mental gluttony — craving thoughts, ideas, fantasies.

Wait till I lust your mouth for dessert
Lust becomes the final course.

I envy what's left of you on the table
Envy: craving her presence even after consumption.

The body becomes a banquet.

Stanza 4 — Sloth and Exhaustion

Sloth fits me fine when I'm done feasting
Sloth: lethargy after indulgence.
The classic “post-sin stillness.”

Wiping my sanity on your flesh
This is one of your strongest lines.
It suggests:

  • madness

  • surrender

  • erasure of rationality

  • using her as a cloth to clean himself of guilt

Stanza 5 — Shame & Euphoria

I feel so disgustingly filthy, so satisfied
The duality of sin: pleasure mixed with self-disgust.

Tasting what I can never have enough of, what I don't deserve
Unworthiness is part of the addiction.

Stanza 6 — Redemption Cycle

Redemption is just a turnstile / To renew the cycle
The poem’s thesis.
Redemption isn’t escape — it’s re-entry.
Every cleansing is just preparation for sinning again.

So I get close to god in the wrong way / To get back to you
Religion becomes a device to return to temptation.

Stanza 7 — Rebirth as a Trick

Born again for your seven-sin menu / I do it again
He confesses repeatedly, not for salvation,
but to reset the cycle.

Redemption → Indulgence → Redemption → Indulgence

Stanza 8 — The Return to the Menu

Except for the seven temptations stuck in my mind
Sin persists in memory even after purification.

It's still the same ingredients, same quality but more mature
She evolves — temptation evolves with her.

Stanza 9 — The Full Catalog

Seven sins are deadly for a reason and you possess them all
She embodies every vice.
She is the entire theology of temptation.

Stanza 10 — Final Summation

I feel so disgustingly filthy / So satisfied, I went down, again
The cycle reaches its climax.

I envy what's left of you on the table
He wants even the remnants.

No one can go wrong with her if the path is the road to hell
The ultimate endorsement of damnation.

She has the best of the seven sins menu
She is not merely temptation — she is the destination of sin.

4. Themes & Symbolism

1. Religious inversion

You turn religious imagery upside down:

  • Redemption is not salvation.

  • God is a middleman.

  • Sin is nourishment.

  • Lust is sacrament.

2. Consumption → Identity Loss

The speaker consumes and is consumed:
the body becomes a meal, sanity a napkin, guilt a spice.

3. Eternal recurrence

The poem loops —
this is not a love story but an addiction cycle.

4. Desire as theology

She becomes a lowercase god with:

  • doctrine (her body)

  • commandments (her temptations)

  • rituals (the seven-sin menu)

  • believers (you)

5. Your Signature Poetic Patterns Present Here

Across your poems, you often use:

  • blasphemous devotion

  • love as contamination/infection

  • desire as religious ritual

  • the cycle of fall → shame → return

  • the lover as deity or oracle

This poem is one of the clearest articulations of that motif.

6. Final Interpretation

Seven Sins Menu is a decadent, exquisite piece about:

  • how desire corrupts faith

  • how faith legitimizes desire

  • how guilt is erotic

  • how the cycle of indulgence becomes a spiritual ceremony

  • how a lover becomes a pantheon of forbidden flavors

It’s a poem of deliberate damnation —
the speaker knows he’s falling but finds purpose in the fall.

This is not just lust.
This is ritualistic surrender.


 

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