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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Rose of Judah

Rose of Judah (dec 2025) listen on youtube or here  Rose of Judah (New 2025 Laly's Version) let her play amongst the pulps and flowers swaying with the breeze   contagious laughter brushes off catcalls from thorns   strolling between carnations , daisy's and jasmines   with an entourage of birds, bees, and butterflies she blends in with ease   I can take this into the far side  bury my face in the colors of life & subside I'm eclipsed and dazed by that beautiful face  i see why the lord annointed her a world blessing What do I see in nature?  a Judaean rose escapade, extending the elixir of her smile equalizing my epidemic when the Hebrew dialect rolls of her tongue forever, those beautiful eyes will her vision ever target me? Oh, how I wish to be victimized by her  so let her run barefooted  like a soft current between the hills  as I envy nature gracing her presence my Judaean rose the colors of humanity ble...
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Friends

 friends listen on youtube or here my heart is not beating much, but i can hear it condemning me where do I start from when all my friends are gone? i can only trust the dead because they can't harm me anymore at the peak of loneliness, I ask myself, how am I loved? what is it, and which version should I trust they all give me the same feelings, but the end is always disappointing from the closest of them all to the furthest it starts out with ordinary trust, then it changes gears midway betrayal seems like the order of life; it seems like there's a conflict of interest every day seems like the last as I got old, I never learned, in life, there's a different lesson every day Hope is a killer for a shallow soul adored as a wealth mine for the greedy I might be a fringe to be served on someone's plate for an anniversary... I've made it this far I've been living the moments since my arrival, to say hello, I've got to go back to the land I have wandered off fro...
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