North Star

North Star
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The burdens of my past on the train of time
passes me by ahead
waiting at the final moment spot
Where I’m likely to greet you

Heavy fog on my shoulders
Pushes redemption to the edges of my conciousness
into pits of lies.  
Burden tells me I’m out of line.
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Free falling with the setting sun
Engraving its memoirs In a foreign land
I find tattooed trees of strange faces
asking to take them with me
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I’m looking at the cold-colored whiskey moon
reflecting the color of your eyes
a vagabond on the road
seeking My North Star
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I can still manage a thought
observing a pregnant tree
Wishing to be reincarnated a rose
to be plucked and smelled
To infiltrate a beloveds head
to Hear thoughts
to Touch their senses
to each their own, seeking their North star
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I tattooed a farewell note on a Graffiti wall  
posting past sacrifices
signing my name
I join a nocturnal club
waking up before sundown
Before you exhale from somewhere
Taking me to exile
Once again, It never ends
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Again, I search for you
I seek the cold-colored whiskey moon
reflecting the color of your eyes
a vagabond on the road
seeking My North Star
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Sep 02 2022

lyrics & vocals by azdi404
music credit by hamra beats

Location: New York, NY 10010, USA

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