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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Strange Days

  strange days   listen on youtube or here call me a hollow man   I'm heading downtown, elegant & burnt   time is sharply cutting into me, fulfilling my addiction at an internet lounge the star of the crowd the strange things I want to share with you to watch you dance until the end pacifying the earth to sleep so maybe, maybe we can have some alone time together   I re-winded  back to the first time I met you   asking the question, “hello, is it me?” you said nothing lasts forever, but I never had a chance in the first place so I turned back to a bottle & a dream I guess, it's the norm in these days, these strange days. strange days are here to stay   contemplating fast love and repentance they seem incompatible everything plus grievances were still under the bed and time converting me into a man-made nomad without a direction the idea to un-create you cannot die, you are after all the origin of original. so feed my curiosity with str...
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Smeared Name

  Smeared Name listen on youtube or here smeared name version 1  smeared name version 2  smeared name in mexico  I heard your smeared name was as good as cocaine         It echoed deluxe when others demanded the same covert back-doors plays disrupted the status-quo while you're roaming around god's country viral rumors about a girls trip down in Mexico an incident chalked up to aberration boisterous hours splashed a spectrum of flashbacks the presaged whiplash ricocheted delivering the scent of dizzy perfume dragging me into the ghetto side of my mind   every dirty deed carried a dented signature a unique hit of addiction crashed the plots and corrupted themes became the norm grievances sends me to the border the epic background for tomorrows memory I defended the fragile remains under the casually dressed willow tree dwelled by bad birds of omens and the renegade moonlight strolled around leaking a conspiracy theory of a stum...
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