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I was a Boy

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Schism

 schism v2 

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 schism v1

 

schism v1 

1
bound my voice I don't need it
listen to my hums vibrating through my skin in Morris code style
translate my rhymes 
it reflects what I can't confess
i feel the schisms coming 
2
I live through the night
wandering your silk hair with my fingers,
I stream through strands one by one
reading their DNA like braille 
breaking codes in the creases of my palms,
which dream needs me to belong 
I'm in a schism mode 
3
I have the black & white 
I need the colors in between from you,
I need to be found and I'll be fine
so open yourself up more lets discuss what we can do
i feel the schisms hanging around
4
if you feel the urge of the schism coming, 
just hold on to me ill be fine
shut out the thought of opening your eyes & 
burying me in the morning, 

I object to being a passing memory by afternoon
keep your eyes closed, release your hands free to wander about me
I'm okay with being a subconscious shadow throughout your day, 
bringing the loose schisms together
5
hug me tonight I'm in a schism mode 
show me your moves and lets unify our schisms
lets schism together somewhere private
i can be yours I'm so easy 
I'm easy going with giving away my schisms
6
bound my voice I don't need it
listen to my hums vibrating through my skin in Morris code style
translate my rhymes 
it reflects what I can't confess
i feel the schisms coming 
what so you want to do about it?
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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: spartan by Ermitty

 

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schism v2 
bound my voice I don't need it
listen to my hums
vibrating through my skin in morris code style

translate my rhymes
it reflects what I can't confess
i feel the schisms coming

I live through the night
wandering your silk hair with my fingers,
I stream through strands one by one
reading their DNA like braille
breaking codes in the creases of my palms,
which dream needs me to belong
I'm in a schism mode

I have the black & white
I need the colors in between from you,
I need to be found and I'll be fine
open yourself up more lets discuss what we can do
i feel the schisms hanging around

if you feel the urge of the schism coming,
just hold on to me ill be fine
shut out the thought of opening your eyes &
burying me in the morning,
I don't want to be a passing memory by afternoon
keep your eyes closed, release your hands free to wander about me
I'm okay with being a subconscious shadow throughout your day,
bringing the loose schisms together
 
hug me tonight I'm in a schism mode
show me your moves and lets unify our schisms
lets schism together somewhere private
i can be yours i'm easy going

=
dec 27 2022
lyrics & vocals azdi404
music credit : supreme by mamba beatz


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