My World

 My World 

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this is My kinda scene of lovely silver rain, rivers of lust, 
land of solitude, walls of silk bricks, but I'm missing something here

so, I'm calling the roses & thorns to rise from the bellies of earth 
a united rebellion demanding to be picked, smelled & stroked by you 

in My beautiful land i remember when i was found, 
i was gathering dirt molding your footprints for a beautiful coffin
while you were strolling with the slow horses

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i get lost in my desires,
confiding in kissing whispers,
weaknesses when I'm under you, underflowing hair    
giving you what i can and nothing is good enough for me to go home with,  
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My beautiful world 
where I would fill my mouth with your promises
Where I would let the acidic saliva run to burn inside me
Shrink my thoughts into a nipple in the palms of my hands 
to silence the dizziness of my drunken words 
that’s dream-weaving the slow and fast.

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My comfortable room 
Where my beloved’s shadow is still stenciled on my bedroom wall
reflecting between the pestering stings in my bones and bedsheets
where I know I’ll relish all my hallucinations that's housed in her figure
To understand what lovers do in the dark
the notion of fleeing is sacrilegious.
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My beautiful temple 
Where I would kneel in prayers 
to find if I'm to be set free into your arms 
& take me down in an isolated spot Where I could be forgiven 
for planning my own broken funeral.
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come before the disappointing mundane hours arrive, 
and another plain day sets upon me, with a dry sun, 
tagging along a salty sea, 
shuffling lost fish migrating away to drown at the warm side of the seventh ocean,  

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i feel just like them swimming with obsession, destination less,  
until i see the radius shoreline of your smile 
then ,just then, i might close my eyes & let my last breath escape me peacefully, to land somewhere on the edge

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to bury my last breathe under your ear 
cover it with your beautiful hair a memorial for me
in a precocious place, a recognition to myself  
that I've paid my dues to you striving to complete my world
this is my world 
this is my world with out you
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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: ghost by Exilian
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