Tania after 6

Tania after 6  

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tania, you're never home until after 6 
you pass me by lonely with your elegant walk  
you come tired beaten by the day
leaving words & people behind
day in, day out, always after 6  

you can’t lay your head down, without the thousand of thoughts sailing away
you’re still looking for that someone to smile to you & with you
and it seems like yesterday, that you’ve found that someone, 
but he changed just like the seasons, like the pre-yesterdays.  
you pass by broken, I've read the hurt in your eyes.

picking five numbers of your choice , one for good luck
for a lotto chance, but it also fails you 

your slender fingers embracing the pen like a newborn baby 
carving the words to your favorite song, 
killing me softly
it’s hard to give birth to words 
when your lips feel time is stagnant

curling up on that cold bed & gently scrolling the lines of a novel, 
wishing you were there, diving between the smiles & the tears, 
chased by a villain and rescued by a protagonist, 

but you walk away with nothing in the end 
nothing but shattered dreams & all you do is runaway to sleep
into a vacant hug, an empty kiss, the short memory reel, 
play your love theme note by note
rest your eyes, let your heart fly away to catch a renegade dream, 
it might touch someone

you wonder how many people live like you, 
live like you in sync with the cold steel clock hands ticking around the dial lifeless
& that warm hour seems so far away, 

i can tell you that i don’t know you much
but i know i feel you from ages, 
the day you walked in a burned out, 
tired exiled princess
you’re still holding your head high & i really like your way

remember tania, wherever you go, 
there is someone asking himself the same questions you are,
i ask myself the same question
this is just some of what i feel from you
if I'm not reading you right, don’t mind me tania. 
I'll see you after 6 .... and read your eyes & moves again
I'll see you after 6 tania

(for Tania Philips-a wonderful love that never happened). 
 
lyrics & vocals : azdi404
music credit: beyond by Umberto C
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