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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Good Dead Day

good dead day listen on youtube or here  blood is oxidized by my stagnant feelings     failing to touch you beneath your dirty thoughts drowning the suns energy of the day with this and that    anticipating a playful moon by night  whisper to me the basic fact and and I'll follow you to where it hurts  and if we can't get it done, im okay, it'll still be another good dead day let's lay in the suns courtyard the day after let's toss horse shoes on what’s left of every loose end i close my eyes for the night's arrival just like yesterday i pause to stay and welcome you to the best of what my dreams can do voices & memories reflected through photographs,  once upon a time you promised me what’s to come i found nothing but you staring back in denial,  asking me why i bled for you?   i gave you what i could, while you waited for the unknown showdown and me? me? a day without anything done it was a good dead day, and i'm still ok...