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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...
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Hey You

 Hey you v2

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Hey you v1
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Hey you listen to me

I see you're about to love someone

Your heart glows in the dark

You should see mine's now dimmed & backfired

Hey you,

Have you heard everything about my journey yet?

It's a matter of taste and choice.

All you know is that I’ve been drained & wasted

Love is heartless

The scattered ashes it leaves in its wake

Fertilizes adolescent minds

Forging hollow dreams,

destabilizing pressure in the veins

disengages the chains of senses

I myself loved the high blindness for a while

Love is vicarious

It rubbed on me by accident

inducing me to test the temptation pool at its disposal

so I rode the free waves,

They expired so soon, though

crashing me into a coma that's too dumb to understand why I was there.

Love is careless

chauffeuring from the back seat on random navigation mode

towards the cliffs of insanity

I let go of the cold braids in mid-air

Watching them swing like a hypnotizing pendulum

Love issues no licenses

Just certificates of abused hearts, and soiled virtues

So I take a number to get something

I dramatized my story and waited,

lawyered up with a devil in red lipstick

to push my case for a better chance

a drunk punch love would do a number on you,

It's a mixture of who you are

and what you don't want to be,

Frenemies are bound to have a share

of your confessions that could break you one day.

Okay, let's keep this rolling

Hey you

You’ll be served soon

from the high thrones of addiction

You see, the guardians of lies oversees that

Equality in injustice is justice for all

So, how shall you overcome when you are summoned?

Hey you,

Love is a dangerous idea

So be careful what you wish for

And remember, life isn't always fair

And breaking you is a reset function

Most of us fail to use

So good luck!

And I wish you well.

Hey, you, a couple more things

I know what I'm talking about

you're still young beautiful naive cocky and full of it

You think things will be going your way hah, think again,n take a number

Hey, hey, you love could turn you into an alpha or a white knight

And you only get so many fair warnings

hey you

I see you about to love someone

Your heart glows in the dark

You should see mines' now, dimmed & backfired

There we g,o now this is the wind down

hey you remember

Love is heartless

Love is vicarious

Love is careless

Love issues no licenses

Love is no BS

Take it away

Take me home

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lyrics & vocals: azdi404

music credit: king by xzaviar

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 Hey you v1 lyrics


Hey, you listen to me.
Hey you,
I see you about to love someone
your heart glows in the dark
you should see mines now dimmed & backfired

Hey you,
Have you heard everything about my journey yet?
It's a matter of taste and choice.
All you know is that I’ve been drained & wasted.

Love is heartless
the scattered ashes it leaves in its wake
Fertilizes adolescence minds
forging hollow dreams,
destabilizing pressure in the veins
disengages the chains of senses
I myself loved the high blindness for a while

Love is vicarious
it rubbed on me by accident
inducing me to test the temptation pool at its disposal
so I rode the free waves,
they expired so soon, though
crashing me into a coma that's too dumb to understand.

Love is careless
chauffeuring from the back seat on random navigation mode
towards the cliffs of insanity
I let go of the cold braids in mid-air
watching them swing like a hypnotizing pendulum

Love issues no licenses
Just certificates of abused hearts and soiled virtues
So I take a number to get something
I dramatized my story and waited,
lawyered up with a devil in red lipstick
to push my case for a chance

a drunk punch, love would do a number on you,
it's a mixture of who you are
and what you don't want to be,
frenemies are bound to have a share
of your confessions that could break you one day.

Hey you
You’ll be served soon
from the high thrones of addiction
you see, the guardians of lies oversee that
equality in injustice is justice for all
so, How shall you overcome when you are called?

Hey you,
Love is a dangerous idea
so be careful what you wish for

and remember, life isn't always fair
and breaking you is a reset function
most of us fail to use

So good luck!
And I wish you well.
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lyrics & vocals: azdi404
music credit: The Legend of Narmer by WombatNoisesAudio - edited - Egyptian   Middle Eastern (Royalty Free Music)

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