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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Impure Intentions

 impure intentions listen on youtube or here impure intentions I’ve done it today  I’ve raised my arms to the sky  the lord stalled and wouldn’t let me forget   & The devil laughed & wouldn’t let it go  one offered hope and the other offered fairies I was crushed in this miserable dilemma awaking from sleeping decades somewhat naked & dead   counting lost years, some were given,  some were used up, but mostly taken so I huddle with my back-stabbing frenemies I can't afford to lose that side of human nature true friends of the dark side they are   excuse my intentions for being so impure I glossed through flaming screenshots recovering my soul probing a crazy genie witchcraft-er reason my sanity and praise sensations I'd love to extract moisture and more I'm in sour dire my lord, I worship Your Highness   and I have sinful emotions   in this blackened heart to experience   before I tidy my ...