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  Laly's Birthday  v2 listen on youtube or here   Baby's Birthday version  listen on youtube or here  happy birthday laly Unexplainable thoughts i have I have 9 on this December morning is this day tacked on your calendar? It's been a row of fruitful seasons. so, subtract one from me for not being around my declining seasons seem mundane = I don't have birth moments like you, just hope & anticipation so I tag on to yours. laly, your Birthday's an epiphany I give it room service A bump up from gravity A blessing you're around albeit opposite ends of coasts. i still trace your smile through photographs = though the reasons are here In the flesh and bones of you celebrating nothing is out of the ordinary; you do you in Los Angeles , and I am still me, still swaying with what's left of your sweet aura in New York City . What a deserted place on this elevated day dragging out my side, that's stuck in the moment. = It's the time of the ...

Laly's Covid Smile v2 listen on youtube or here   Elcee's covid smile v1 listen on youtube or here We’ll let me tell you about laly's COVID smile you see I let my guard down when I met her I’d never expected it from her. I was oblivious to her sneaking up on me with the smooth talking The cool gaze Covertly timed a smile tracker behind   trust me; her smile hits you like covid, long after she’s gone a little too late to dodge, it runs through your bloodstream gunning for your head supplied with bullets of fine air, caliber-type heavy = bridge it absorbs your brain cells on impact making comprehension dilutable, i told you her smile hits you like covid and that mid-line diastema is something else You see love comes hungry like an addiction a backpack full of stigma and Krazy glue , diagnosed bipolar on a good day and Life is Bereft of smooth wheels love's full of fragile Morales treading high on a tightrope it tricks you through a kaleidoscope == I felt as privileg...

Escape v2 listen on youtube or here   escape v1 listen on youtube or here chase & touch a dream just to lose an appeal, You're mesmerized by the forbidden fruit's flavor , obsessive temptation forwarded by a slithering friend , a little bit of satisfaction , when you feel the burn of enough in the morning, after , When tenderness became a cliche . = Can you run away, rest tonight, and come tomorrow? let's lick the bitter wounds together , let's reciprocate tales Deeper cuts need more healing time for the long haul. authenticate my progress in the end = Got to have faith to take night trips, So turn off the lights, lie down, close your eyes, uncover that emotion let it stream over me in even flow segments, pacing my pulse = devotions and disgruntled feelings race for your validation What you can't have will be alive somewhere else With a soulful crush on flesh get high for a bit, absorb the reality behind the hurt, Carry your own way slowly,...

  DeathBed v2 listen on youtube or here   death bed v1 listen on youtube or here Come, my adore , come sit next to me, nurse me Take a look, come closer I have a box beneath my skin with feelings in it that control me But it's programmed by you It pushes my breath "til the day I die. You've been around me enough, You should know me inside out surviving wild hordes of thoughts In its locked bone caves, running wild Forgiving me still, even if time didn't care At least you should. = lay next to me like an original song, As my life fades like a burnt sundown, Tell me, tell me I'm giving you enough on my deathbed. = I'm giving you my last breath I just wanted to know where you were When I wanted to know when my time is up, a little heads up When you were lost, and I was stranded. = Come sleep next to me, let me recall memories While I burn a last wish Ask me if I loved you then ask to hear tales of regret Brief theories of happiness with you ...

wants of me v2 listen on youtube or here   wants of me v1 listen on youtube or here One-half of me wants you. With all the glazing seeds you bring The other half knows what’s coming = the thirst exerted from roaming under the soft, scorching gaze of hypnotic eyes Freedom is for me to fall & wither into dust now the enemy from within myself, knows all my secrets. What a foe. This attrition is numbing me. = A sneak preview about the price of betrayal Dusty fingers of my past send a hello and an excuse Everything about me is here in traces, whispering sounds a reminder that nothing erases with time ,     an endless revolving door in my story,   between pages shattered There, where the days unfolded Taking me to page one where my story began with you,   that the want in me is shameless and persistent == I tell myself matters will get better, When you’re not around, But reality daydreams pushes me to turn off the lights of thoughts in my head...

a song for Chanel v2 listen on youtube or here   a song for chanel v1 listen on youtube or here I volunteered to manifest west Find the root letter, pluck the final rose bid for it in a live auction  Find the soul of my anthem song Shut it down, bring it back to you Remnants of victory from the vocabulary frontier.  I can write my song with these findings, a farewell eulogy to stagnating days, a burial gift wrapped off to Neverland . My turn to be alive in your head,  proud of my poker face sewn onto my heart somewhat too thin to stroke remnants of ego.  Look at my bleeding pen, subduing rebel letters on lines Conscripting armies of emotions to colonize your mind. Both ends of the song cut me off, I remained stranded in the middle, comparing waking up dead in your head, Is this enough to be alive in your soul?   So purely, my eyes are full of memories labeled all so clear of you I unearthed the culmination of my years You’ve been a song on the...

  Dire Solver listen on youtube or here   love maker dire solver Can I shake her my brown eyes raider is a feeble tenor She's a tune soother, an eternal quiver I feel the seizure when she’s closer a permanent collar as questions simmer about a rumor, I’m asking why? I’m asking why? Demanding an answer caution & deliver a delicate torture causing faith to splinter a self-reminder of a past soldier armed with paper the legend paler I am the next forgotten wonder depriving me of your forever hunt me down under hunt me with a tense temper, my novice predator before I meet my maker in an eternal ceremony crater For the redemption of a bleak blunder It’ll be all right   When you show me all, I would face  And my reason for being here? I want more I could love you more  Beast of burden , I’m not I’m waiting & you’re wearing me out My dire solver I’m asking you why? I’m a...