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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Apologies to Laly

 Apologies to Laly listen on youtube or here Apologies to Baby   listen on youtube or here laly let me explain what happens in my head remembering you I write what I feel, what stirs me & I envy my words   observing them lying neatly on coffin rows in a graveyard of blank lines without feelings   a useless port if not destined to you  I wish I was ink, creating letters guiding the words to infiltrate you   track where they go   relate how they touch & make you feel correct them according to your mood swings  (all i wanted is for this whole world to see you through my eyes, and my eyes alone) you see, these words make you smile, content they get to touch you before I do   and I envy them, and it should've been me not the alphabet   I want to explore & live your mind to see how your imagination will play with me but it's a far fetched scenario, i know.  but i posses random thoughts  tail...