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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Unforgiven

  unforgiven listen on youtube or here unforgiven one day you'll feel a disconnect around you, as if the world has betrayed you, the emptiness of searching for that one person that's searching for you in return, in between the intervals of those days remember me = my adore laly, let me tell you about loneliness and pain , you see, no one bypasses its treachery, as we grow older no one can say they lived without pain = it's the salt of life, spiking flavor into us to see, feel and taste life better or different it makes some of us hypocrites covering our grievances with fake smiles it tattoo's a scar on the heart validating our humanity = i have certified your name into me I just want my name on you. so I've thought of the unforgiven = laly, because the lord has the good books, prophets and chants I've decided to make these poems for you as your book I've decorated them for you with my voice as chants and I'll spread them as your personal prophet and wit...

Duality

Duality listen on youtube or here duality I have dual domiciles ,  I'm from over there, but I belong here,  I have split identities , dual names , dates of birth , unknown dates of death ,  one mandated by the lord and one for you to script  I have dual languages ,  one for the earthlings & one for you my adore dual feelings I deal with,  hope & failure, take your pick to manipulate. I have dual imaginations centering around you,    you were born from the best of me, discretion advised, it's concentrated on my past, from my needs  that I molded into the shape of you with some impurities a definite and over here I've come to see what my mind has begotten  I wouldn't know what I've meant or created from over there. I witnessed my oath of loyalty travel on raven wings ,  coming from a different timeline where I once was so receive my needs well, as spun flirt or confessions consider my duality. any of my dualities could've ...