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I was a Boy

 i was a boy listen on youtube or here I exiled myself from the outside into the void  Not to run away but to find myself  I thought & believed what I observed to be the difference there had been signs of crumblings & decay = I need to rebuild myself  To know me before I introduce myself to others In this strange atmosphere I realized that  I've discovered an ancient pulse  it’s found in every reciprocation  with born whispers from breathing souls  = reaching into every mind through grievances laid on walls    tagging through skin for best results via gentle touch and through these we find the divine that lifts us up And being alone I had only one place to search ,  further inward, down in the sub basement of my core  i needed a reflection of me to see me in the third person Am I searching for the divinity of god or the divinity from within?  it started when I was a boy and she was nothing in the void I was a boy a...

Ashes & Dust

 ashes & dust listen on youtube or here laly it's ashes to ashes dust to dust everything is dead and gone. everything you touch in me burns laly i've forsaken my soul to be dead and gone. ashes to ashes dust to dust i regret what I know shadowy guesses taking chances knowing you at the edge of 25 i was had at hello i was had at hello by that beautiful smile pieces of addicted dreams I trapped punished under my skin I injected the blueprint of your face into my veins an epiphany of breakaway songs shaming my alphabet towns into an insurrection tearing down erected walls in a grudge migrating its way out and i followed them like a hound-dog to seek you and like my slurred figures of speech switched before birth a case of nostalgia blues four decks deep escaping voices roll out slow too old to flow, just like me too slow to lock in your glimmer my remaining days will suffer searching your path and i reminese how it took a callous heart to break a solid core in the forgotten ...