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please do not misunderstand what i do here, all I do is spoken word poetry with music, these are my personal poems, inspired by my muse (yes, a real beautiful female, and she represents life), I do not sing or rap (I don't have the voice) I'm just a regular old guy, but I know how I feel and the need to express it, I hope this type of poems/music combo will gain an audience and maybe a real talent one day will take this to the next level. if i can do this, so can you, give it a shot. don't worry about what people think or say. thanks. azdi404

 

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1- Spectrums of a Muse

Released by Distrokid

01- innuendos  

02- is it cruel to be kind

03- validate

04- don’t tell me

05- what I see

06- pedestal

07- precious

08- something ordinary

09- the story of amen

10- nightfall 

11- freak healer  

12- wailing wall 

2- Chronic Elcee-ism

Released by Distrokid

01- war whore

02- death bed

03- room 12 - (laly’s version)

04- Dire solver

05- in my room

06- I walked in

07- juice

08- oh satan

09- sacred temple

10- spring room

3- Nursing Therapy

Released by Distrokid

01- revolving

02- the end

03- white page

04- the way I know

05- sober fear

06- I loved you there

07- evil me

08- green eyes push

09- blindfolded

10- escape

4- Jerusalem Moon

Released by distrokid

01- begotten rapture

02- throne of lies

03- my own Mecca

04- I can’t be

05- side

06- have some

07- Jerusalem moon

08- unripened dreams

09- calling my own

10- welcome to earth

5- Western Wall

Released by Distrokid

01- holes in our passion

02- by the oak tree

03- Elcee’s covid smile

04- journey

05- laid back Sachie

06- butchered

07- schism

08- new religion

09- sign of times (piano version)

10- April fool

6- Analyze my Poems

Released by Distrokid

01- derailed

02- unforgiven  

03- idiotic prayers

04- analyze my poems

05- influence

06- seven sins menu

07- burn your name

08- break through

09- violation on chastity

10- dream machine

7- Creation

Released by Distrokid

01- creation

02- smile junkie (version 1)

03- addicted bum

04- i feel kamikaze

05- room 1209

06- prelude

07- straining

08- black

09- dying sequence

10- rag-doll boy

8- the Offering

Released by Distrokid

01- the offering

02- someone

03- sleep baby sleep

04- maria's beauty sleep

05- olivia's night

06- guilt contagious

07- blunders

08- kissing a saint

09- Elcee's birthday

10- female fury

9- an ode to Beauty

Released by Distrokid

01- an ode to beauty

02- red flags

03- strange soul brew

04- outcast

05- cooler dead

06- crystalized smile

07- day old orphan

08- come as you are

09- a song for chanel

10- pendulum drums

10- Feel the Lalyism

Released by Distrokid

01- feed

02- envy free

03- airwaves

04- never lasting lies

05- come to me

06- laly free

07- backfire

08- un-god-like

09- why?

10- wants of me

11- Breathing Pearls

Released by Distrokid

01- hey you

02- stay in my head

03- untraceable

04- anonymously yours

05- smile junkie (version 2)

06- stone cold maria

07- seven hours late

08- come unhinged

09- ending the end

10- semi green patch 

12- Hallelujah Laly

Released by Distrokid

01- Hallelujah laly

02- simple human

03- favorite liar

04- North Star

05- never go away

06- days of Tel Aviv

07- driven beyond

08- reborn infancy

09- serious games

10- coronation house

13- Inter-Soul Highway

Released by Distrokid

01- by an oasis

02- broken

03- live the lie

04- disease & void

05- apologies to laly

06- blind euphoria state

07- deranged moments

08- shotgun drive

09- 55 vs 25

10- crazy & dead

14- Rose of Judah

Released by Distrokid

01- beautiful drowning

02- friends

03- figure me out

04- Disposition

05- Rose of Judah

06- roaming grave burn

07- empty of you

08- pretender

09- I lose my mind

10- into you

15- Laly’s Diastema Smile

Released by Distrokid

01- Rose of Judah (standard version)

02- sign of times (orchestra version)

03- duality

04- withered

05- youth lyrics

06- Hallelujah Baby

07- bow down

08- deflower my soul

09- Juliette's Begotten Rapture

10- abuse

 

16- Hello Laly 

Released by  Distrokid

 01- ashes & dust 

02- Broadway soundtrack  

03- Laly's Shadow Games  

04- sporadic worship thoughts  

05- Hello Laly 

06- digital affair 

07- smeared name 

08- strange days 

09- dead pleasure 

 10- Judea & Samaria 

11- impure intentions 

12- breach 

13- friend-zoned 

 

17- Extra

01- dead & gone (youtube + here only )  

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