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 smile junkie (version #2) listen on youtube or here on her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie rejected in the scope of ascendance an easy enemy in chronicle order. in my dilemma, I have dual answers loving you is an acquired taste & patience patience like mummifying high-stoned butterflies, because they resist the least. couldn't have had a better adverse drug burn inside, I save the effect of your smile for the last hit, An illusion whispering to me   everything is alright, for you, that is. And I'm here phening, on a photo, Hello beautiful face, confessing into a void, a streak in the midnight sky inspires me   to scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail, I'm working on better lies but no one survives you anyway, I just want to die for a little longer. Abundance is over there on the other side, with the flock praising you. I'm passed that phase. but I hate to be myself's bearer of bad news a rip in the fabric of a dark diary tale of a junki...

 crystalized smile listen on youtube or here I believed in sowing the seeds, so I harvested memories absorbing details of your face & body clips, reels, stills, 3D shapes of you if you suddenly disconnect from me, it wasn't me when it happened you walked away you had no words for goodbye I still love the little gap between your two front teeth you still owe me a crystallized smile = a devious heist of nameless days the outrage of a weakened man I praised the lord through you in grievance measures of revenge taken in silent prayers = scales of forgiveness depends on the weight of the grief when will I see you again, short of a smile you owe when your sweet mouth smiles are tight-lipped my need traces back to a banished, pitied soul hurt is packed by the dozens, some spares of hate, two pills to be exact I need to see the little gap between your two front teeth it's so much you; it's your signature. It's your crystalized smile. = I unleashed the leash from the neck o...

 Smile junkie (version #1) listen on youtube or here on her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie rejected in the scope of ascendance an easy enemy in chronicle order. in my dilemma, I have dual answers loving you is an acquired taste & patience patience like mummifying high-stoned butterflies, because they resist the least. couldn't have had a better adverse drug burn inside, I save the effect of your smile for the last hit, An illusion whispering to me   everything is alright, for you, that is. And I'm here phening, on a photo, Hello beautiful face, confessing into a void, a streak in the midnight sky inspires me   to scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail, I'm working on better lies but no one survives you anyway, I just want to die for a little longer. Abundance is over there on the other side, with the flock praising you. I'm passed that phase. but I hate to be myself's bearer of bad news a rip in the fabric of a dark diary tale of a junki...

 Elcee's covid smile listen on youtube or here  We’ll let me tell you about Elcee’s COVID smile you see, I let my guard down when I met her I’d never expected it from her. I was oblivious to her sneaking up on me with the smooth-talking cool gaze Covertly timed a smile tracker behind trust me; her smile hits you like covid long after she’s gone a little too late to dodge, it runs through your bloodstream gunning for your head supplied with bullets of fine air, caliber-type heavy it absorbs your brain cells on impact making comprehension dilutable, I told you her smile hits you like covid You see love comes hungry like an addiction a backpack full of stigma and Krazy glue, diagnosed bipolar on a good day Life is Bereft of smooth wheels love's full of fragile morales treading high on a tightrope it tricks you through a kaleidoscope I felt as privileged as a hand-picked clientele Desired for that one time & despised when I kept on breathing and the days healed me Though I mi...