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 Someone listen on youtube or here Someone came to me I was tired of attending  today Someone whispered to me I have years to go without you Someone looked at me confronting my fears   Someone reminded me of your name that's why your presence still lingers on Someone touched me, a proxy from you But time recoils & bounces never erases, just flexible. Someone held me, it had your signature squeeze Captivating me Someone let me go as you usually do You had all of me still & faces chased all hope for longing It’s another day for passersby to share what i already know I see someone coming to me my kind of scene all over again Let’s begin with you You had all of me in everyone that came to me They were your angel’s hands holding sanity process in check I’ll hold on just to say i held you once For the sake of the euphoria Of seeing you again Someone will find my body floating In the muddy waters at wave break At the daily ritual spot, expired. Someone is bound to tell ...

beautiful drowning listen on youtube or here I'm condemned & the weight of the burden calls for her, the savior, the holy to undo this filthy soul of mine my evil was sick to the bones buried in its own perdition needing a cleansing, needing a beautiful drowning in the corner of her living room   pictures of pictures nailed on the walls   but there to remind me of taboos for the trip to the bottom my fascination is overdue absorbing lullabies in the form of baby breaths & pacified by black kabbala hymns hypnotized under the gaze of dreamy eyes resistance gauges read empty, I drowned, relinquishing past faults. at the bottom, I was held as a begotten soul overhauling a new me I entered the temple, immersed in her beauty sins are forgiven peacefully in this beautiful drowning.   something's howling and shouting from the walls, weakened by their own conviction a wish for one more try to live one more moment   at the edge of an end of just one more drowning she'...