deranged moments
deranged moments listen on youtube or here in these deranged moments it's not time to be friends, we need to talk about it & silence is not the way I Crave your mind that browsed cataloged pages of my life witnessing me living & dying many tales I can afford to suffer with you... Let me seize the moment to begin it's time you come of age. So come undone I knew there was something wrong, should've told me you wanted someone to blame but you left me far behind now I have to watch you suffer alone. I felt the mutiny in my veins so receive me before I rupture these plans like the birth of ink on paper erupting the pen's tip to breathe and call me before you exhale, when no one's around at your super hour encrypt the distance between us lay down resistance for me I wish you had never kept me waiting by the backyard bay with inert gangster lullabies, pondering back as I remembered the graveyard shift and all its nuances stagnant questions & dull answers, ...