azdi404

  sporadic worship thoughts watch on youtube or here   laly let me hold the center of make-believe  because meditation numbs the brain  so here's a song I've sung to pacify myself with I've relocate the memorized lyrics to a secret cache  I'll relay to you the vibes and humms in case you need to find out  why you're here with me in these shameless thoughts why I'm in the distance ignored even though you're in my head? at times you trouble me as I stand waiting or as i lay underneath the tree of patience you evade me when I quizz my fate I don't need a chemical high what's in me are suffice. and sometimes i receive over-expanded mixed signals but one day you'll understand why your photographs are memory gateways to cherish to behold if you could only see and feel how my suicidal words strive to annotate when it trouble me against me demanding what have i done? to me forgiveness or redemption are not sanctuaries of stones not a sacred dire...

Blindfolded listen on youtube or here I haven’t seen anything since blindfolded by your gaze Just the new land you imagined Pastures of green alphabets to graze Mirrored rivers to reflect with = The golden disc in the sky Beating down Mildly massaging my thoughts draining them out of me, I’m Restrained from leaving them In my head. = Cream of the crop you harvest recyclable filtered thoughts are for me Loving you was my fault Hating myself was yours = I searched in you for what’s missing I have come to believe You never possessed it It was all an illusion All I wanted was your heart To see what’s it like beyond the tunnel of mortality ------ lyrics & vocals by azdi404 Music credit : Licensor's Username: https://pixabay.com/users/oystudio-24430395/ Licensee: u_khn7q8qm9g Audio File Title: At the Edge of the Earth Audio File URL: https://pixabay.com/music/world-at-the-edge-of-the-earth-133041/ Audio File ID: 133041