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disease & void

 disease & void listen on youtube or here My dear, my adore let me update you on the feelings under my skin, I can stir the relapsing chronic passion the infection you gifted me that's coming back like a pestering friend down in a hole leading to an exit into the void lay on me a sheet or two of poems I wrote, your photo is requesting my trust again crawling with memories of a walk with you in the past we walked through the valley of shadow of death I had no fear but of you leading me astray again from finding a way into you well, It's a troubled time when my useless spirit is turned on not any closer than before, not far from your bed either, every filtered moment has a phase obstructing my judgment marking the final screenshots of my stalled day everything is still the same   except for that sparkle in your eyes   my infatuation with your potent smile    curls into a fetal stance of what's coming next behind these feelings comes the hummings of the kabbal...

Un-God like

un-god like listen on youtube or here You are what I know    with rising heat from my palms    I intend to mend common complications   pray to keep you endlessly   a reason to dismantle you from the inside out   until you secede from this holy erotic war until your sways falter to the ground under me   = lay next to me, unforgiven     and witness  shoddily seeded notions in me bleed in fashionable hunger    = I've dwelled too long in shame to detect what god is for in your earthling materials    ungodlike morals    I found no reason for redemption without you = but in flashbacks around you   I adored my selfishness    in a feeble empire    wearing the crown of fools    guarded by an entourage of silhouette dancers the spells of mantras you hum What you do defies the law of god and you do it twice to rub it in Cleanliness is next to godliness, but without you, how...